I encountered him frequently afterwards. At the theatre, at
balls, at concerts; at the promenades in the gardens of San
Georgio; at the grotesque exhibitions in the square of St. Mark;
among the throng of merchants on the Exchange by the Rialto. He
seemed, in fact, to seek crowds; to hunt after bustle and
amusement; yet never to take any interest in either the business
or gayety of the scene. Ever an air of painful thought, of
wretched abstraction; and ever that strange and recurring
movement, of glancing fearfully over the shoulder. I did not know
at first but this might be caused by apprehension of arrest; or
perhaps from dread of assassination. But, if so, why should he go
thus continually abroad; why expose himself at all times and in
all places?
I became anxious to know this stranger. I was drawn to him by
that Romantic sympathy that sometimes draws young men towards
each other. His melancholy threw a charm about him in my eyes,
which was no doubt heightened by the touching expression of his
countenance, and the manly graces of his person; for manly beauty
has its effect even upon man. I had an Englishman’s habitual
diffidence and awkwardness of address to contend with; but I
subdued it, and from frequently meeting him in the Cassino,
gradually edged myself into his acquaintance. I had no reserve on
his part to contend with. He seemed on the contrary to court
society; and in fact to seek anything rather than be alone.
When he found I really took an interest in him he threw himself
entirely upon my friendship. He clung to me like a drowning man.
He would walk with me for hours up and down the place of St.
Mark—or he would sit until night was far advanced in my
apartment; he took rooms under the same roof with me; and his
constant request was, that I would permit him, when it did not
incommode me, to sit by me in my saloon. It was not that he
seemed to take a particular delight in my conversation; but
rather that he craved the vicinity of a human being; and above
all, of a being that sympathized with him. “I have often heard,”
said he, “of the sincerity of Englishmen—thank God I have one at
length for a friend!”
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