“Certainly not,” Archie broke in. “But there’s a question of taste,
of delicacy, involved in the case that can’t be decided on abstract
principles. We know as well as you that my father meant the laboratory
and the lectureship to serve the ends of science, at whatever cost to
his own special convictions; what we feel--and you don’t seem to--is
that you’re the last man to put them to that use; and I don’t want to
remind you why.”
A slight redness rose through Dredge’s sallow skin. “You needn’t,” he
said. “It’s because he pulled me out of my hole, woke me up, made me,
shoved me off from the shore. Because he saved me ten or twenty years
of muddled effort, and put me where I am at an age when my best working
years are still ahead of me. Every one knows that’s what your father did
for me, but I’m the only person who knows the time and trouble that it
took.”
It was well said, and I glanced quickly at Archie, who was never closed
to generous emotions.
“Well, then--?” he said, flushing also.
“Well, then,” Dredge continued, his voice deepening and losing its nasal
edge, “I had to pay him back, didn’t I?”
The sudden drop flung Archie back on his prepared attitude of irony. “It
would be the natural inference--with most men.”
“Just so. And I’m not so very different. I knew your father wanted a
successor--some one who’d try and tie up the loose ends. And I took the
lectureship with that object.”
“And you’re using it to tear the whole fabric to pieces!”
Dredge paused to re-light his pipe. “Looks that way,” he conceded. “This
year anyhow.”
“_ This year_--?” Archie gasped at him.
“Yes. When I took up the job I saw it just as your father left it. Or
rather, I didn’t see any other way of going on with it. The change came
gradually, as I worked.”
“Gradually? So that you had time to look round you, to know where you
were, to see you were fatally committed to undoing the work he had
done?”
“Oh, yes--I had time,” Dredge conceded.
“And yet you kept the chair and went on with the course?”
Dredge refilled his pipe, and then turned in his seat so that he looked
squarely at Archie.
“What would your father have done in my place?” he asked.
“In your place--?”
“Yes: supposing he’d found out the things I’ve found out in the last
year or two. You’ll see what they are, and how much they count, if
you’ll run over the report of the lectures. If your father’d been alive
he might have come across the same facts just as easily.”
There was a silence which Archie at last broke by saying: “But he
didn’t, and you did. There’s the difference.”
“The difference? What difference? Would your father have suppressed the
facts if he’d found them? It’s _you_ who insult his memory by implying
it! And if I’d brought them to him, would he have used his hold over me
to get me to suppress them?”
“Certainly not. But can’t you see it’s his death that makes the
difference? He’s not here to defend his case.”
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