Christian life -- Fiction; Missing persons -- Fiction
It was not till late afternoon that Mrs. Power, on glancing up from her
chair, noticed that the invalid had opened his eyes, and was gazing at
her with a puzzled look. She went to him and administered a few
spoonfuls of the beef-tea which she had ready on the hob.
"Just lie still and try to go to sleep," she said. "You’ll get on all
right now."
For an hour or more he lay silent, and the watcher thought that he
dozed, but she was suddenly startled by a voice from the bed.
"I’ve been down to the very gates of death, haven’t I?" was the
unexpected question.
"Yes," she replied, "but they are not going to open to you this time, I
think. You have turned the corner now, and we expect to have you well
again in no time."
"I shouldn’t have been ready to go through if they had opened," said
Ben, ignoring her remark. "They would have been black gates to me, not
the golden ones my poor old father saw."
Afraid of exciting her patient, Mrs. Power did not answer, hoping that
sleep would come to quiet the troubled brain, but after a few moments’
pause Ben began again--
"When the doctor came this afternoon I know you all thought I was
unconscious, but I heard him say, ’Field’s got a bad case against him,’
as he left the room. I was jolly glad at first, for I’d been wanting to
have a handle against him for a long time past. However, when a man’s
on the brink of the grave, he’s bound to think a bit, so I feel I ought
to speak up. It certainly was Field who shot me, but he didn’t know I
was there. I was putting down food for the pheasants, the plantation
being a grand place for poaching, and I hid in the bushes as he came by.
He fired at a cat, but he got me instead. I was stunned for a while,
and then only managed to stagger to the wall, hoping someone would find
me as they passed along the road. I thought I was done for when I fell
again in the wood."
"Do you want to make this known?" asked Mrs. Power. "Suspicions have
been very rife in Mr. Field’s direction, everyone knowing that he had a
grudge against you."
"Yes," answered Ben slowly, "I want to make it known. I’ve had a hard
fight inside me this last hour, when you believed I was asleep. I felt
I had him at my mercy, and at first I determined that I wouldn’t lift up
my little finger to help him, knowing that if I died he would probably
have to swing for me. It’s a solemn thing, though, to know for certain
that God is just on the other side of those gates, and that if they open
for you, you will have to face Him right there by yourself, and that His
holy eyes will search you through and through. Well, somehow things
look different when it comes to that, and if I should die I dare not
meet Him with a black thought like that in my heart. So I shall be glad
if you will tell them all that it was entirely my fault and not Mr.
Field’s. I had no business to be there at all."
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