“I will. I looked you up at your old address a month or so ago; they
didn’t know where you’d gone.”
Kreisler stared fixedly at him—a way of covering discomfiture felt at
this news. The old address reminded him of several little debts there.
For this reason he had not told them where he was going. The concierge
would complain of her old tenant; probably, even, Lowndes might have been
shown derelict tradesmen’s bills. Not much encouragement for his proposed
victim!
Lowndes was writing on a piece of paper.
“There’s my address: Rue des Flammes.”
Kreisler looked at it rather fussily and said over: “5 Rue des Flammes.
Lowndes.” He hesitated and repeated the name.
“R. W.—Robert Wooton. Here, I’ll write it down for you.”
“Are you in a hurry? Come and have a drink at the Berne,” Kreisler
suggested when he had made up his bill.
On the way Lowndes continued a discourse.
“A novelist I knew told me he changed the names of the characters in a
book several times in the course of writing it. It freshened them up,
according to him. He said that the majority of people were killed by
their names. I think a name is a man’s soul.”
Kreisler forged ahead, rhythmically and sullenly.
“If we had numbers, for instance, instead of names, who would take the
number thirteen?” Lowndes wondered in German.
“I,” said Kreisler.
“Would you?”
Every minute Kreisler delayed increased the difficulty. His energy was
giving out. They were now sitting on the _terrasse_ at the Berne. He
had developed a particular antipathy to borrowing. An immense personal
neurasthenia had grown up round this habit of his, owing to his late
discomfitures. He already heard an awkward voice, saw awkward eyes. Then
he suddenly concluded that the fact that Lowndes was not a German made it
more difficult, instead of less so, as he had thought. Why could he not
take?—why petition? He knew that if Lowndes refused he would break out;
he nearly did so as it was. With disgust and fatigue he lay back in his
chair, paying no attention to what Lowndes was saying. His mind was made
up. He would not proceed with his designs on this dirty pocket. He became
rough and monosyllabic. He wished to purify himself in rudeness of his
preceding amiability.
Lowndes had been looking at a newspaper. He put it down and said he must
go back to “work.” His “morning” had, of course, been interrupted by Tarr!
Kreisler still saw the expression on the Englishman’s face he had
imagined, and restrained with difficulty the desire to spit in it. The
nearness they had been to this demand must have affected, he thought,
even his impervious companion. He _had_ asked and been refused, to all
intents and purposes. He got up, left Lowndes standing there, and went
into the lavatory at the side of the café, where he had a thorough wash
in cold water.
* * * * *
Back at his table, he saw no sign of the Englishman, and sat down to
finish his drink, considering what his next move should be.
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