Volker saw that something was wrong. It would have been to his advantage
also to “have out” anything that was there and have done with it. But in
his attitude German sluggishness seemed appealing to the same element in
Kreisler’s nature, claiming its support and sympathy.
“It’s dreadfully hot!” he said uneasily, looking round as though
examining the heat. He stepped up on to the pavement out of the way
of a horse-meat cart. The large-panelled conveyance, full of enormous
outlandish red carcases, went rushing down the street, carrying an
area of twenty yards of deafness with it. This explosion of sound had
a pacifying effect on Kreisler; it made him smile for some reason or
other. Volker went on: “I don’t know whether I told you about my show.”
“What show?” Kreisler asked rudely.
“In Berlin, you know. It has not gone badly. Our compatriots improve.
I’ve got a commission to paint the Countess Wort. What have you been
doing lately?” There was a forbidding pause. “I’ve intended coming round
to see you; but I’ve been sticking at home working. Have you been round
at the Berne?” He spoke rapidly and confidentially, as two business men
meeting in the street and always in a hurry might try and compress into a
few minutes, between two handshakes, a lot of personal news. He seemed to
wish to combine conviction that he was very anxious to tell Kreisler all
about himself and (by his hurried air) paralysis of the other’s intention
to have an explanation.
“I am glad you are going to paint the Countess Wort. I congratulate you,
Mr. Volker! I am in a hurry. Good day.”
Kreisler turned and walked towards the Atelier Juan Soler. For no reason
(except that it was impossible) he could not get money from Volker. It
was as though that money would not be real money at all. Supposing he
got it; the first place he tried to pass it the man would say, “This is
not money.” As for taking him to task, his red, correct face made it
impossible; it had suddenly become a lesson and exercise that it would be
ridiculous to repeat. He was not a schoolboy.
Volker walked away ruffled. He was mortified that, by apprehension of a
scene, he had been so friendly. The old Otto had scored. He, Volker, had
humiliated himself needlessly, for it was evident Kreisler’s manner had
been misinterpreted by him.
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