As to the rest of the party, a sour glee possessed him at thought of
_their_ state by the time he had done with them. He already saw their
faces in fancy when he should ring their bell and present himself,
old morning suit, collar none too clean, dusty boots. All this
self-humiliation and suffering he was preparing for himself was wedded
with the thought of retaliation. Kreisler’s schooldays could have
supplied him with a parallel if he could have thought just then. He saw a
curious scene proceeding beneath a desk in class. The boy next to him had
jabbed his neighbour in the hand with a penknife. The latter, pale with
fury, held his hand out in sinister invitation, hissing, “Do it again!
do it again!” The boy next to Kreisler complied. “Do it again!” came
still fiercer. He seemed to want to see his hand a mass of wounds and
delect himself with the awful feeling of his own rage. Kreisler did not
know how he should wipe out this debt with the world, but he wanted it
bigger, more crushing. The bitter fascination of suffering drew him on to
substitute real wounds for imaginary.
Near Fräulein Lipmann’s house he rubbed his shoulder against a piece of
whitewashed wall with a grin. He went rapidly up the stairs leading to
her flat on the entresol, considering a scheme for the commencement of
the evening. This seemed so happy that he felt further resourcefulness in
misconduct would not be wanting.
PART III
BOURGEOIS-BOHEMIANS
CHAPTER I
Kreisler pressed the bell. It was a hoarse low z-like blast, braying
softly into the crowded room. Kreisler still stood safely outside the
door.
There was a rush in the passage: the hissing and spitting sounds
inseparable from the speaking of the German tongue. Some one was spitting
louder than the rest, and squealing dully as well. They were females
disputing among themselves the indignity of door-openers. The most
anxious to please gained the day.
The door was pulled ajar; an arch voice said:
“Wer ist das?”
“Ich bin’s, Fräulein Lunken.”
The roguish and vivacious voice died away, however. The opening of the
door showed in the dark vestibule Bertha Lunken with her rather precious
movements and German robustness.
His disordered hair, dusty boots and white patch on the jacket had taken
effect.
“Who is it?” a voice cried from within.
“It’s Herr Kreisler,” Bertha answered with dramatic quietness. “Come
in Herr Kreisler; there are still one or two to come.” She spoke in a
businesslike way, and bustled to close the door, to efface politely her
sceptical reception of him by her handsome, wondering eyes.
“Ah, Herr Kreisler! I wonder where Fräulein Vasek is?” he heard some one
saying.
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