This was not altogether banter, for there had been times in Carmen's
career when the externals of the Roman Church attracted her, and she
wished she had an impersonal confidant, to whom she could confess--well,
not everything-and get absolution. And she could make a kind of
confidant of a sympathetic doctor. But she went on:
“To have a sharp woman prying into all my conditions and affairs! No, I
thank you. Don't you think so, McDonald?”
“They do say,” the governess admitted, “that women doctors haven't as
much consideration for women's whims as men.” And, after a moment, she
continued:
“But, for all that, women ought to understand about women better than
men can, and be the best doctors for them.”
“So it seems to me,” said Evelyn, appealing to her mother. “Don't you
remember that day you took me down to the infirmary in which you are
interested, and how nice it was, nobody but women for doctors and nurses
and all that? Would you put that in charge of men?”
“Oh, you child!” cried Mrs. Mavick, turning to her daughter and patting
her on the head. “Of course there are exceptions. But I'm not going to
be one of the exceptions. Ah, well, I suppose I am quite behind the age;
but the conduct of my own sex does get on my nerves sometimes.”
Evelyn was silent. She was often so when discussions arose. They were
apt to plunge her into deep thought. To those who knew her history,
guarded from close contact with anything but the world of ideas, it
was very interesting to watch her mental attitude as she was day by
day emerging into a knowledge of the actual world and encountering
its crosscurrents. To Philip, who was getting a good idea of what her
education had been, an understanding promoted by his knowledge of the
character and attainments of her governess, her mental processes, it may
be safely said, opened a new world of thought. Not that mental processes
made much difference to a man in his condition, still, they had the
effect of setting her personality still further apart from that of other
women. One day when they happened to be tete-a-tete in one of their
frequent excursions--a rare occasion--Evelyn had said:
“How strange it is that so many things that are self-evident nobody
seems to see, and that there are so many things that are right that
can't be done.”
“That is the way the world is made,” Philip had replied. She was
frequently coming out with the sort of ideas and questions that are
often proposed by bright children, whose thinking processes are not only
fresh but undisturbed by the sophistries or concessions that experience
has woven into the thinking of our race. “Perhaps it hasn't your faith
in the abstract.”
“Faith? I wonder. Do you mean that people do not dare go ahead and do
things?”
“Well, partly. You see, everybody is hedged in by circumstances.”
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