Humorous stories; Mistaken identity -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
Therefore Tracy tried; but he did not succeed. He was refused admission
with a good deal of promptness, and was advised to go back home, where
he belonged, not come here taking honest men’s bread out of their
mouths. Tracy began to realize that the situation was desperate, and
the thought made him cold to the marrow. He said to himself, “So there
is an aristocracy of position here, and an aristocracy of prosperity,
and apparently there is also an aristocracy of the ins as opposed to
the outs, and I am with the outs. So the ranks grow daily, here.
Plainly there are all kinds of castes here and only one that I belong
to, the outcasts.” But he couldn’t even smile at his small joke,
although he was obliged to confess that he had a rather good opinion of
it. He was feeling so defeated and miserable by this time that he could
no longer look with philosophical complacency on the horseplay of the
young fellows in the upper rooms at night. At first it had been
pleasant to see them unbend and have a good time after having so well
earned it by the labors of the day, but now it all rasped upon his
feelings and his dignity. He lost patience with the spectacle. When
they were feeling good, they shouted, they scuffled, they sang songs,
they romped about the place like cattle, and they generally wound up
with a pillow fight, in which they banged each other over the head, and
threw the pillows in all directions, and every now and then he got a
buffet himself; and they were always inviting him to join in. They
called him “Johnny Bull,” and invited him with excessive familiarity to
take a hand. At first he had endured all this with good nature, but
latterly he had shown by his manner that it was distinctly distasteful
to him, and very soon he saw a change in the manner of these young
people toward him. They were souring on him as they would have
expressed it in their language. He had never been what might be called
popular. That was hardly the phrase for it; he had merely been liked,
but now dislike for him was growing. His case was not helped by the
fact that he was out of luck, couldn’t get work, didn’t belong to a
union, and couldn’t gain admission to one. He got a good many slights
of that small ill-defined sort that you can’t quite put your finger on,
and it was manifest that there was only one thing which protected him
from open insult, and that was his muscle. These young people had seen
him exercising, mornings, after his cold sponge bath, and they had
perceived by his performance and the build of his body, that he was
athletic, and also versed in boxing. He felt pretty naked now,
recognizing that he was shorn of all respect except respect for his
fists. One night when he entered his room he found about a dozen of the
young fellows there carrying on a very lively conversation punctuated
with horse-laughter. The talking ceased instantly, and the frank
affront of a dead silence followed. He said,
“Good evening gentlemen,” and sat down.
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