Yes, I knew it. How she opened the box in her room and found it empty.
How she flew to Gilbertine's room, and, finding the door unlocked,
looked in, and saw Miss Lane lying there asleep but no Gilbertine. How
her alarm grew at this and how, forgetting that her cousin often stole
to her room by means of the connecting balcony, she had wandered over
the house in the hope of coming upon Gilbertine in one of the
down-stairs rooms. How her mind misgave her before she had entered the
great hall, and how she turned back only to hear that awful scream go up
as she was setting foot upon the spiral stair. I had heard it all before
and could imagine her terror and dismay; and why she found it impossible
to proceed any further, but clung to the stair-rail, half-alive and
half-dead, till she was found there by those seeking her and taken up to
her aunt's room. But she never told me, and I do not yet know, what her
thoughts or feelings were when, instead of seeing her cousin
outstretched in death on the bed they led her to, she beheld the
lifeless figure of her aunt. The reserve she maintained on this point
has been always respected by me. Let it continue to be so.
When therefore she said, "You know the rest," I took her in my arms and
gave her my first kiss. Then I softly released her, and by tacit consent
we each went our way for that day.
Mine took me into the hall below, which was all alive with the hum of
departing guests. Beaton was among them, and as he stepped out on the
porch I gave him a parting handclasp and quietly whispered:
"When all dark things are made light, you will find that there was both
more and less to your dream than you were inclined to make out."
He bowed, and that was the last word which ever passed between us on
this topic.
But what chiefly impressed me in connection with this afternoon's events
was the short talk I had with Sinclair. I feared I forced this talk, but
I could not let the dreary day settle into still drearier night without
making clear to him a point which, in the new position he held toward
Gilbertine if not toward myself, might seem to be involved in some
doubt. When, therefore, I had the opportunity to accost him I did so,
and, without noting the formal bow with which he strove to hold back all
confidential communication, I said:
"It is not a very propitious time for me to intrude my personal affairs
upon you, but I feel as if I should like you to know that the clouds
have been cleared away between Dorothy and myself, and that some day we
expect to marry."
He gave me the earnest look of a man who has recovered his one friend.
Then he grasped my hand warmly, saying with something like his old
fervor:
"You deserve all the happiness that awaits you. Mine is gone; but if I
can regain it, I will; trust me for that, Worthington."
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