The Andersons : $b Brother and sisterGiberne, Agnes
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The Andersons : $b Brother and sister
Giberne, Agnes
Christian life -- Fiction; Conduct of life -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction; Uncles -- Fiction
Dr. Bryant of course knew his wife to be of an "uncertain temper." Had
he discovered the fact before marriage, he would not have married her:
but he did not find it out till afterwards. The friction naturally
deadened his enjoyment of her companionship, and drove him back
into the old recluse habits from which for a time he had emerged;
but because of those habits, and because he could always be content
in solitude, it did not seriously affect his happiness. Sooner or
later she would "come round;" and meanwhile he had his study, and
the study-door had lock and key. He failed to realise the difference
between his position and that of Lettice: failed to see that, where he
might lift his eyebrows and retire, Lettice could only remain where she
was, and endure.
He was careful to secure for the girl all that she might need in
the way of material comfort. At once he began to allow her twenty
pounds yearly for clothes. He superintended to some extent her
course of reading, that education might not cease: and his kindness
was unvarying. A warm affection sprang up between the two. All this
afforded Theodosia fresh food for jealous anger.
During a considerable part of each day, Dr. Bryant was shut up in his
study, oblivious of the outer world: and then Lettice had much to bear.
Far more than the doctor ever dreamed; for while with him she was safe,
and, in consequence, happy. Lettice soon saw that complaints would only
make matters worse, even if she had had any inclination to complain.
But how could she tell Dr. Bryant, in return for all his goodness, that
Mrs. Bryant was not good to her? She could only bear up and bear on
with continuous patience, watching for opportunities to make herself
useful, and avoiding self-defence.
Young as Keith was, the child soon learnt to control his affection for
Lettice in his mother's presence. When alone with Lettice, he would
show boisterous love, clinging and kissing to any extent; but before
Mrs. Bryant, he seldom ventured on such demonstrations. Her jealous
displeasure was only too patent.
Lettice felt this concealment of his real little self to be
disingenuous, therefore harmful; yet she had no power to prevent it.
"Mamsie doesn't like me to love you, but I do love you," the boy often
said; and Lettice was grateful for the love, even while it made her
fear. Despite Keith's care, which at six years old was not likely to be
consistently maintained, Theodosia knew pretty well how things were—too
well for Lettice's comfort.
Her daily life was indeed a course of difficult steering among rocks
and breakers. It would have been yet more difficult, but for the new
joy which had been breathed into it. The more cold and harsh Mrs.
Bryant grew, the more Lettice was driven to prayer. Between Dr. Bryant
and little Keith she had many gleams of sunshine: but her happiest
hours of all were those spent in Church and alone in her own room, when
things unseen became most real, and the passing nature of this life
apparent.
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