The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two NotesConrad, Joseph
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The Arrow of Gold: A Story Between Two Notes
Conrad, Joseph
Adventure stories; Illegal arms transfers -- Fiction; Marseille (France) -- Fiction; Sea stories; Young men -- Fiction
“Oh, yes,” Mills said meaningly. “The fair and the dark are succeeding
each other like leaves blown in the wind dancing in and out. I suppose
you have noticed that leaves blown in the wind have a look of happiness.”
“Yes,” she said, “that sort of leaf is dead. Then why shouldn’t it look
happy? And so I suppose there is no uneasiness, no occasion for fears
amongst the ‘responsibles.’”
“Upon the whole not. Now and then a leaf seems as if it would stick.
There is for instance Madame . . .”
“Oh, I don’t want to know, I understand it all, I am as old as the
world.”
“Yes,” said Mills thoughtfully, “you are not a leaf, you might have been
a tornado yourself.”
“Upon my word,” she said, “there was a time that they thought I could
carry him off, away from them all—beyond them all. Verily, I am not very
proud of their fears. There was nothing reckless there worthy of a great
passion. There was nothing sad there worthy of a great tenderness.”
“And is _this_ the word of the Venetian riddle?” asked Mills, fixing her
with his keen eyes.
“If it pleases you to think so, Señor,” she said indifferently. The
movement of her eyes, their veiled gleam became mischievous when she
asked, “And Don Juan Blunt, have you seen him over there?”
“I fancy he avoided me. Moreover, he is always with his regiment at the
outposts. He is a most valorous captain. I heard some people describe
him as foolhardy.”
“Oh, he needn’t seek death,” she said in an indefinable tone. “I mean as
a refuge. There will be nothing in his life great enough for that.”
“You are angry. You miss him, I believe, Doña Rita.”
“Angry? No! Weary. But of course it’s very inconvenient. I can’t very
well ride out alone. A solitary amazon swallowing the dust and the salt
spray of the Corniche promenade would attract too much attention. And
then I don’t mind you two knowing that I am afraid of going out alone.”
“Afraid?” we both exclaimed together.
“You men are extraordinary. Why do you want me to be courageous? Why
shouldn’t I be afraid? Is it because there is no one in the world to
care what would happen to me?”
There was a deep-down vibration in her tone for the first time. We had
not a word to say. And she added after a long silence:
“There is a very good reason. There is a danger.”
With wonderful insight Mills affirmed at once:
“Something ugly.”
She nodded slightly several times. Then Mills said with conviction:
“Ah! Then it can’t be anything in yourself. And if so . . . ”
I was moved to extravagant advice.
“You should come out with me to sea then. There may be some danger there
but there’s nothing ugly to fear.”
She gave me a startled glance quite unusual with her, more than wonderful
to me; and suddenly as though she had seen me for the first time she
exclaimed in a tone of compunction:
“Oh! And there is this one, too! Why! Oh, why should he run his head
into danger for those things that will all crumble into dust before
long?”
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