The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 05, No. 31, May, 1860: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and PoliticsVarious
Philosophy
The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 05, No. 31, May, 1860: A Magazine of Literature, Art, and Politics
Various
American periodicals
We found the opera-house crowded. Our seats were near the stage. John
sat behind us, so that he might slip out into the lobby occasionally;
for the opera was a bore to him. The second act was over; John had left
his seat; I was opening and shutting my fan mechanically, half lost in
thought, when Leonora, who had been looking at the house with her
lorgnette, turned and said,--
"Is not that your friend of this morning, on the other side, in the
second row, leaning against the third pillar? There is a
queenish-looking old lady with him. He hasn't spoken to her for a long
time, and she continually looks up at him."
I took her glass, and discovered Redmond. He looked back at me through
another; I made a slight motion with my handkerchief; he dropped his
glass into the lap of the lady next him and darted out, and in a moment
he was behind me in John's seat.
"Who is with you?" he asked.
"Brother," I answered.
"You intoxicate me with some strange perfume; don't fan it this way."
I quietly passed the fan to Leonora, who now looked back and spoke to
him. He talked with her a moment, and then she discreetly resumed her
lorgnette.
"What happened for two years after I left B.? The last year I know
something of."
"Breakfast, dinner, and tea; the ebb and flow of the tide; and the days
of the week."
"Nothing more?" And his voice came nearer.
"A few trifles."
"They are under lock and key, I suppose?"
"We do not carry relics about with us."
"There is the conductor; I must go. Turn your face toward me more."
I obeyed him, and our eyes met. His searching gaze made me shiver.
"I have been married," he said, and his eyes were unflinching, "and my
wife is dead."
All the lights went down, I thought; I struck out my arm to find
Leonora, who caught it and pressed it down.
"I must get out," I said; and I walked up the alley to the door without
stumbling.
I knew that I was fainting or dying; as I had never fainted, I did not
know which. Redmond carried me through the cloak-room and put me on a
sofa.
"I never can speak to him again," I thought, and then I lost sight of
them all.
A terribly sharp pain through my heart roused me, and I was in a
violent chill. They had thrown water over my face; my hair was matted,
and the water was dripping from it on my naked shoulders. The gloves
had been ripped from my hands, and Leonora was wringing my
handkerchief.
"The heat made you faint, dear," she said.
John was walking up and down the room with a phlegmatic countenance,
but he was fuming.
"My new dress is ruined, John," I said.
"Hang the dress! How do you feel now?"
"It is drowned; and I feel better; shall we go home?"
He went out to order the carriage, and Leonora whispered to me that she
had forgotten Redmond's name.
"No matter," I answered. I could not have spoken it then.
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