Dystopias -- Fiction; Science fiction; United States -- Fiction
These, said O'Hara, were slogans that the Twelve Old Men of Geneva
might well have used. "The old," he said, "have this at least in common
on both sides of the Atomic Curtain--delay, for change is dangerous.
And if they base their thinking on the greatest political fact of both
our worlds, the Curtain, the slogan is sound. For we of Europe and
Asia and Africa have become completely static, our minds paralyzed by
the aftermath of that Third World War, while they--the people of the
Western Hemisphere--have reaped the whirlwind of spectacular advance,
and both because of that one change--the Curtain. And both of us have
lost the future we once had."
In Bloomsbury, with the decadent smell of London in our noses and that
strange insight that sometimes precedes intoxication stealing over him,
O'Hara's voice now seemed to reach a pitch close to evangelical.
"Which is better?" he was saying. "To starve in Bengal or to shamble
naked and unreasoning through the subterranean avenues of Emporia? A
hard choice, isn't it? No choice at all, I'd say, if that were all we
had to choose between. If that were all, there'd be no hope for men.
I wish I could tell you that even then the Father, Stephen Bryce, was
less fear-ridden than our Twelve Old Men. But it was not true at that
moment. It was to come later, with adversity. The greatest of our
teachers.
"Philosophy, old man, but cheap stuff. I am no Socrates, no Kant. At
best I am--or was--a pilot for the International Patrol, an observer
and no more. It is absurd that I should speculate upon the fate of
man when I, in that exquisite room in Washington, could not with
accuracy foresee what that strange conversation would portend for me
within the next few months. But the fact that Anstruther was alive--and
the absolute hysteria of his voice--the realization that he was not
far from me within this _terra incognita_ shook me, left my throat
constricted and parched. I can feel it yet, that parched constriction.
And you must yourself, don't you, Arthur? May I fill your glass?"
He was pacing the floor, his pounding tread a counterpoint for ideas
that he felt instinctively were much too vast for discussion in that
ordinary little flat. And while I helped myself once more from his
liquor cabinet he continued speaking, or rather resumed speaking, after
suddenly halting nervously and picking up that hand-worn ceremonial
club.
"Anstruther, too! And in such mental anguish that the city which I had
thought deserted now became at once a sinister catacomb where voices
came from nowhere and a man who was everywhere, yet nowhere, was
constantly watching me--Nedra and I! The goldfish bowl! Spied on by
that old skeleton with the living mind, Stephen Bryce, the Father.
"And yet I thought it bearable.
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