Country life -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Love stories
yours, and very fatiguing to the chest until you know how to use
them,--the poor fellow took a fever and began to spit blood. My
father, who understood the disease and knew how to manage it, took
away his bagpipe and ordered him to rest; but then, though his bodily
health improved, he took sick in another way. He ceased to cough and
spit blood, but he fell into a state of depression and weakness which
made them fear for his life. So that when I got home from a trip
eight days ago I found him so pallid that I scarcely knew him, and so
weak on his legs that he could not stand. When I questioned him he
burst into tears and said, very sadly: 'Huriel, I know I shall die in
the depths of these woods, far from my own country, from my mother
and my friends, unloved by her to whom I long to show the art I have
learned. This dreadful dulness eats into my mind, impatience withers
my heart. I wish your father would give me back my bagpipe and let
me die of it. I could draw my last breath in sending from afar to
her I love the sweetness my lips can never utter to her, dreaming for
a moment that I was at her side. No doubt Père Bastien meant kindly;
I know I was killing myself with eagerness. But what do I gain by
dying more slowly? I must renounce life any way. On the one hand, I
can't chop wood and earn my bread, and must live at your expense; on
the other, my chest is too weak to pipe. No, it is all over with me.
I shall never be anything; I must die without the joy of remembering
a single day of love and happiness.'"
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