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"Yes; I have been long doubting; but I think I have made up my mind."
"Do you mean that you wish to be a parson, and that after taking a
double-first?"
"I don't see what the double-first has to do with it, sir. The only
objection I have is the system of the establishment. I do not like
the established church."
"Then why go into it?" said Sir Lionel, not at all understanding the
nature of his son's objection.
"I love our liturgy, and I like the ritual; but what we want is the
voluntary principle. I do not like to put myself in a position which
I can, in fact, hold whether I do the duties of it or no. Nor do I
wish--"
"Well; I understand very little about all that; but, George, I
had hoped something better for you. Now, the army is a beggarly
profession unless a man has a private fortune; but, upon my word, I
look on the church as the worst of the two. A man _may_ be a bishop
of course; but I take it he has to eat a deal of dirt first."
"I don't mean to eat any dirt," said the son.
"Nor to be a bishop, perhaps," replied the father.
They were quite unable to understand each other on this subject. In
Sir Lionel's view of the matter, a profession was--a profession.
The word was understood well enough throughout the known world. It
signified a calling by which a gentleman, not born to the inheritance
of a gentleman's allowance of good things, might ingeniously obtain
the same by some exercise of his abilities. The more of these good
things that might be obtained, the better the profession; the easier
the labour also, the better the profession; the less restriction that
might be laid on a man in his pleasurable enjoyment of the world, the
better the profession. This was Sir Lionel's view of a profession,
and it must be acknowledged that, though his view was commonplace, it
was also common sense; that he looked at the matter as a great many
people look at it; and that his ideas were at any rate sufficiently
intelligible. But George Bertram's view was different, and much less
easy of explanation. He had an idea that in choosing a profession
he should consider, not so much how he should get the means of
spending his life, but how he should in fact spend it. He would
have, in making this choice, to select the pursuit to which he would
devote that amount of power and that amount of life which God should
allot to him. Fathers and mothers, uncles and aunts, guardians and
grandfathers, was not this a singular view for a young man to take in
looking at such a subject?
But in truth George was somewhat afflicted by a _tete monte_ in this
matter. I say afflicted, because, having imagination and ideality to
lead him to high views, he had not a sufficient counterbalance in
his firmness of character. If his father was too mundane, he was too
transcendental. As for instance, he approved at the present moment,
in theory, of the life of a parish clergyman; but could he have
commenced the life to-morrow, he would at once have shrunk from its
drudgery.
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