The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
He let go of his coat, felt in his pockets and brought out a sack of
tobacco and some papers, rolled a cigarette, lighted it and began to
smoke greedily, inhaling the smoke. He looked at the table, at the
chairs, at the floor. And all the time he made grimaces, scowled and
shivered. His movements were uncertain and halting, but he stared
intently this way and that. He was trying to reflect. But he was
dizzy and cold. His blood felt yellow.
Once he looked at the door where they had gone out. He listened a
long time while the cigarette smoked in his fingers.
At last he turned away from the door, back toward the middle of the
room. He happened to see her handkerchief lying at the foot of the
table. He threw away the cigarette and picked up the handkerchief and
stared at it. He shivered more than ever and pulled his coat together
at the bottom, but forgot to button it.
With a gesture of finality he threw the handkerchief from him, on
the table. With the manner of an idle or a sick man he walked to
the window, drew aside the curtain and looked down at the glittering
street. His mind became clearer and his thoughts began to arrange
themselves in more orderly fashion.
After a long time he turned away from the window.
“Yes,” he drawled in a fretful voice, “yes it would serve me right.
Christ, yes, she’d be doing the right thing.”
His forehead became smooth. His face ceased to pout and wrinkle. It
became calm. The pupils of his staring eyes became a little larger.
He lifted his head a little. His face had almost an eager look. One
would have said that he had reached some sort of a decision.
He found some paper and envelopes in the table-drawer and took a
pencil from his pocket. Craning over the table, his intent face
pallid in the gaslight, his hair gleaming like disordered gilt plush,
he began to write in a shaky large scrawl.
He wrote one sheet almost full; signed it; folded it crookedly; put
it in an envelope and scrawled a single line across the face of
the envelope. On another sheet he wrote six or seven short lines,
underlining each one; signed it boldly at the bottom and put it in
another envelope, which he addressed.
He stood the two envelopes against some books and looked at them
as he put the pencil back in his pocket. On the first envelope was
written: _For My Wife._ On the other: _For the Police._
He rolled and smoked another cigarette slowly, looking at one spot on
the carpet.
At last he tossed the remnant of the cigarette on the floor as if
something in him craved disorder. He walked slowly into the bedroom,
thrusting his head forward and his elbows out.
In the bedroom he turned up the light and without hesitation opened a
little drawer in the old-fashioned bureau, taking out a revolver. He
held it in both hands and cocked it. He stared into the mirror, and
with something of the manner of a man who prepares to take a new kind
of medicine he lifted the revolver and pointed it at his temple.
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