The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
The woman was in a daze with her following of the road. When she
bent her head down and stared upon its yellow dirt surface, she was
one with it, a piece of itself walking upon it. When she lifted up
her head, she was separate from it, a living thing walking upon a
piece of dead earth. Then she looked upon the wall of forest to right
and left and became aware that the trees were intimate with the
earth. She felt heavily their greater intimacy with the earth.
This intimacy bothered her. The forest came up out of the earth in
trunks swelling into branches that burst into leaves. The earth was
proud of this, proud of the roots that bored into it and sucked at
it, at the trunks that went up, swelling into branches, a network
between it and the sky, mesh to sift sunshine through. The trees
were proud, too, proud of the earth that lay quiet and heavy with
nourishment under them, receiving their roots, feeding them. The
deep, unfathomable intimacy made them proud. They were joined in
understanding, one. Their oneness bothered the woman. At the same
time she felt strangely protected by it. She walked quietly and
firmly, not fast, as she did in the towns. In the towns she hurried
through, looking at no one, eager to get into the safety of the
woods, eager almost to be in the bother of the oneness of earth and
trees.
There were times when she wanted to stop, to leave the road, go up
the side of the forest-clothed mountain and lie down; but she did not
dare. Something within her urged her on. The Something was her Sin.
Her Sin made her put one unwilling foot before the other and follow
the winding strip of dirt road.
It was her Sin that set her out upon the road. Through long months
she had kept it secret, hidden quite from knowing eyes. She kept it
secret, shutting out admission that the hour of its triumph would
come. She had hoped to kill it, had encased it in prison bars,
ruthless, holding herself impervious to the pain of the hurt that
wrenched her with the hurting of the thing secret within her. She
had tried to starve it, suffering in silence from the lack that she
caused herself in withholding food from it. But her Sin lived. It
was alive and strong. The day came when its strength moved terribly
within her and that set her feet upon the road. While she walked, it
was quiet, sleeping like a child carried in its mother’s arms. When
she sat down to rest, it moved and urged her on, on down the narrow
road winding through the forest around the side of the low mountain.
Many turnings and windings the road had. By and by it would come to
a swift creek, with a bridge set across, and a mill beside it, and
there would be human habitations, imitations of houses, rough hemlock
shells, with people carrying on an imitation of living, going through
motions that made time slip by. The woman knew all this well. The
road had taught her as she came. At some such place her Sin would
have its hour of triumph.
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