The best stories of Sarah Orne Jewett, Volume 2 (of 2)Jewett, Sarah Orne
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The best stories of Sarah Orne Jewett, Volume 2 (of 2)
Jewett, Sarah Orne
American fiction -- 19th century; Short stories, American
“I suppose he ain’t livin’, then? Why, I wan’t never aware you had met
with a disappointment, Abby,” said Mrs. Bickford instantly. None of her
neighbors had ever suspected little Miss Pendexter of a romance.
“Yes’m, he’s livin’,” replied Miss Pendexter humbly. “No’m, I never have
heard that he died.”
“I want to know!” exclaimed the woman of experience. “Well, I’ll tell
you this, Abby: you may have regretted your lot, and felt lonesome and
hardshipped, but they all have their faults, and a single woman’s got
her liberty, if she ain’t got other blessin’s.”
“’Twouldn’t have been my choice to live alone,” said Abby, meeker than
before. “I feel very thankful for my blessin’s, all the same. You’ve
always been a kind neighbor, Mis’ Bickford.”
“Why can’t you stop to tea?” asked the elder woman, with unusual
cordiality; but Miss Pendexter remembered that her hostess often
expressed a dislike for unexpected company, and promptly took her
departure after she had risen to go, glancing up at the bright flower as
she passed outside the window. It seemed to belong most to Albert, but
she had not liked to say so. The sun was low; the green fields stretched
away southward into the misty distance.
II.
Mrs. Bickford’s house appeared to watch her out of sight down the road,
the next morning. She had lost all spirit for her holiday. Perhaps it
was the unusual excitement of the afternoon’s reminiscences, or it might
have been simply the bright moonlight night which had kept her broad
awake until dawn, thinking of the past, and more and more concerned
about the rose. By this time it had ceased to be merely a flower, and
had become a definite symbol and assertion of personal choice. She found
it very difficult to decide. So much of her present comfort and
well-being was due to Mr. Bickford; still, it was Mr. Wallis who had
been most unfortunate, and to whom she had done least justice. If she
owed recognition to Mr. Bickford, she certainly owed amends to Mr.
Wallis. If she gave him the rose, it would be for the sake of
affectionate apology. And then there was Albert, to whom she had no
thought of being either indebted or forgiving. But she could not escape
from the terrible feeling of indecision.
It was a beautiful morning for a drive, but Mrs. Bickford was kept
waiting some time for the chaise. Her nephew, who was to be her escort,
had found much social advantage at the blacksmith’s shop, so that it was
after ten when she finally started with the three large flat-backed
bouquets, covered with a newspaper to protect them from the sun. The
petals of the almond flowers were beginning to scatter, and now and then
little streams of water leaked out of the newspaper and trickled down
the steep slope of her best dress to the bottom of the chaise. Even yet
she had not made up her mind; she had stopped trying to deal with such
an evasive thing as decision, and leaned back and rested as best she
could.
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