Beatrice turned and walked swiftly into the house. A pulse of anger
was beating in her soft throat. She felt a sense of outrage. To Clay
Lindsay she had given herself generously in spirit. She had risked
something in introducing him to her friends. They might have laughed
at him for his slight social lapses. They might have rejected him for
his lack of background. They had done neither. He was so genuinely a
man that he had won his way instantly. In this City of Bluff, as O.
Henry dubs New York, his simplicity had rung true as steel. Still, she
had taken a chance and felt she deserved some recognition of it on his
part. This he had never given. He had based their friendship on
equality simply. She liked it in him, though her vanity had resented
it a little. But this was different. She was still young enough,
still so little a woman of the world, that she set a rigid standard
which she expected her friends to meet. She had believed in Clay, and
now he was failing her.
Pacing up and down her room, little fists clenched, her soul in
passionate turmoil, Beatrice went over it all again as she had done
through a sleepless night. She had given him so much, and he had
seemed to give her even more. Hours filled with a keen-edged delight
jumped to her memory, hours that had carried her away from the
falseness of social fribble to clean, wind-swept, open spaces of the
mind. And after this--after he had tacitly recognized her claim on
him--he had insulted her before her friends by deserting his guests to
go off with this hussy he had been spending weeks to search for.
Now his little henchman had the imbecility to ask her help while this
girl was living at Clay Lindsay's apartment, passing herself off as his
sister, and proposing to stay there ostensibly as the housekeeper. She
felt degraded, humiliated, she told herself. Not for a moment did she
admit, perhaps she did not know, that an insane jealousy was flooding
her being, that her indignation was based on personal as well as moral
grounds.
Something primitive stirred in her--a flare of feminine ferocity. She
felt hot to the touch, an active volcano ready for eruption. If only
she could get a chance to strike back in a way that would hurt, to
wound him as deeply as he had her!
Pat to her desire came the opportunity. Clay's card was brought in to
her by Jenkins.
"Tell Mr. Lindsay I'll see him in a few minutes," she told the man.
The few minutes stretched to a long quarter of an hour before she
descended. To the outward eye at least Miss Whitford looked a woman of
the world, sheathed in a plate armor of conventionality. As soon as
his eyes fell on her Clay knew that this pale, slim girl in the
close-fitting gown was a stranger to him. Her eyes, star-bright and
burning like live coals, warned him that the friend whose youth had run
out so eagerly to meet his was hidden deep in her to-day.
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