The BigamistYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Bigamist
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Bigamy -- Fiction; British -- South Africa -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
"I understand," he said, and added quietly: "I am glad you place me in
that category."
"You head the list," she answered with a faint smile. "I'm not quite
sure your name doesn't stand alone."
While she was speaking the belief was suddenly confirmed in her that
this man was entirely sincere in his protestations of friendship, that
even if he heard the shameful story of her life with Arnott, he would
not withdraw his friendship. She felt that she could rely on him, trust
him implicitly. She also knew that if she needed help at any time he
was the one person in the world she would ask for it. He was so
sympathetic that she believed he would understand, as no one else
without a similar experience could understand, her position. He, at
least, would recognise that she had not acted solely from base motives.
"I shouldn't like to believe that," he said gently; "but I am proud to
top the list. I have a feeling to-night," he added slowly,
unconsciously watching Arnott as the latter leaned forward in excited
argument with Mrs Carruthers, "that we shall yet prove our belief in
one another's sincerity. Don't think I am suggesting all manner of
unnameable tragedies in your life,--the proof of loyal friendship is to
be helpful also in little things. It's rather a rotten idea--isn't
it?--that a man can't be pals with a married woman."
"I think so," Pamela answered. "Besides, you've disproved that in your
friendship with Connie."
Dare was silent for a moment. There was, he knew, a very substantial
difference in the quality of his friendship with Mrs Carruthers and his
friendship with Pamela; sentiment was entirely absent in his feeling for
the one; in the latter case the whole fabric of his regard was built
upon it. He had a fairly strong conviction that he would throw, over
Connie, throw over the whole world if need be, for this other woman.
But he also realised with an equal certainty that the one thing he would
not do was to allow her fair name to be sullied through his
indiscretion. If it were necessary to the maintenance of a platonic
friendship to remain at a distance, he would avoid any future
possibility of their paths crossing. That much he could do for her. It
was the strongest proof of his regard.
"Men and women disprove that theory continually," he returned. "But we
only hear of the failures, and that brings discredit on the idea. One
might as reasonably argue that the divorce court brings discredit on the
married state. The whole thing is absurd."
"I wonder why you never married," Pamela said suddenly. "Somehow, I
can't think of you as a married man; and yet you must surely have
contemplated marriage. Most men do at some time or another."
"I suppose," he said, "that you, like Connie, regard me as an old fogey
and past such things?"
"No," she answered simply. "My husband was older than you when I--
when--"
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