She was thankful for his solution of her money difficulties, for pride
would not have allowed her to face the butcher and the grocer without the
money in her hand. In spite of the loss that it implied, she couldn’t
reasonably refuse to be glad that he had abandoned football since she had
so often begged him to do so. What troubled her far more than this was
the fact that his attitude toward her was changed. It was clear that he
had not been too drunk to realise the significance of the moment when he
had held her in his arms and they had looked into each other’s eyes. He
had seen the emotional precipice on the edge of which they were standing.
Well, so had she; but that seemed to her no reason why they should not
pretend that things were as they had always been. She was content to
play her part; even, for their common comfort, to forget what had
happened. The only thing that she could not bear was that he should
avoid her as though she were an evil thing to be feared and distrusted.
This, in effect, was what he did. To drink habitually was not in his
nature. When he drank he did so simply as a means to escape from himself
or from some harassing emotion; and so he did not seek a refuge, as she
had feared he would, in a public house. None the less it soon became
clear that the pleasant homely evenings at Hackett’s Cottages were now at
an end. The chair which Alice always arranged for him at the fireside
was never occupied. When he came home from the pit at night and had
washed himself in the scullery he now went out again to spend the
evenings with his friends, with old Mr Higgins, with George Harper, or
with Mrs Moseley. He hated his work at the colliery: the dark, cramped
labour in remote subterranean stalls was a terrible change from his free
and easy life at the furnaces. He hated the dirt no less than the
darkness and it scarcely mended matters to realise that he was wanted at
the pit.
Opportunities of escape soon presented themselves. The retirement of
their most promising player from the United team created a sensation not
only in Mawne but in the surrounding towns. Abner would give no
explanation for it. When people asked him why he was not playing for
Mawne he merely told them to go and ask Hudson. It was impossible for
him to change his team in the middle of the season without an official
transfer. The secretary of the Albion made a special journey to Halesby
to ask him to consent to this; but since this proceeding would have
presented the Mawne club with a handsome transfer fee, he refused. The
Albion offered him good and easy work in North Bromwich if he would sign
on for them next season. ‘You can have it for the asking,’ they said—but
he refused, for though he would have liked nothing better he felt that it
would be wrong to desert Alice in her present emergency. Until his
father returned it was his duty to stay with her.
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