‘Why are you so funny with me, Abner?’ she said. ‘I don’t know what I’ve
done that you should treat me distant like this. You didn’t use to do
it.’ But he would not answer. ‘You’ve took a turn against me,’ she
said. ‘I know you have. What is it I’ve done?’
‘_You_ ain’t done nothing,’ he said. ‘And _I_ ain’t took a turn again’
you neither. I’m all right if so be you’ll leave me alone.’
‘Yo’m different even with our John,’ she said.
‘Don’t yo’ bother,’ he said at last. ‘It’ll be different time ourn comes
back. He must be getting on a bit now.’
She had to leave it at that. It had been a difficult evening for Abner,
for in spite of her troubles the firelight and the excitement that the
baby’s pleasure in his presents had given her made her look very
attractive in her own fragile way. ‘When ourn comes back . . .’ She
sighed, for she felt that John Fellows’s return would put an end even to
the small measure of happiness that she managed to extract from the
present. When John Fellows came back she would be faced with all the old
desperate problems, the old terrible nights. As they sat over the fire
she turned her face aside to hide the tears that came into her eyes.
Abner puffed stolidly at his pipe. ‘When he comes back,’ he said, ‘I
reckon I’ll have a look round for another job.’
‘Where?’ she asked, in alarm.
‘Oh, anywhere out of this place,’ he said. ‘I’m sick of Halesby. I
reckon I’ll go to Coventry or Wales. There’s good money in Wales.’
‘Abner,’ she cried. ‘Oh, Abner, you’m not going to leave me? Not with
him. . . . I couldn’t abide it, Abner. Abner, if you leave me, I’ll
make a hole in the cut, God strike me if I won’t!’ She could contain
herself no longer and went sobbing upstairs. Abner found it difficult to
resist an impulse to follow her and comfort her. He was not used to a
woman’s tears. He got as far as the foot of the stairs, then slowly
turned back and sat on, smoking till midnight amid the pathetic
decorations of that poor room. His reflections determined him more than
ever to cut himself free from the embarrassments of life at Halesby.
Coventry was almost too near. Yes, he would go down into Wales. On his
way upstairs he listened for a moment outside her bedroom door. He
thought he heard her still sobbing under the sheets, but when he listened
the sound of sobbing stopped.
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