Accident victims -- Fiction; Bridges -- Accidents -- Peru -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Peru -- Fiction
At last after Doña Clara had seen even the kitchens, the Abbess said:
"Now will you excuse me, for I must go into the room of the very sick
and say a few words for them to think about when they cannot sleep. I
will not ask you to come with me there, for you are not accustomed to
such ... such sounds and things. And besides I only talk to them as one
talks to children." She looked up at her with her modest rueful smile.
Suddenly she disappeared a moment to return with one of her helpers, one
who had likewise been involved in the affair of the bridge and who had
formerly been an actress. "She is leaving me," said the Abbess, "for
some work across the city and when I have spoken here I must leave you
both, for the flour-broker will not wait for me any longer, and our
argument will take a long time."
But Doña Clara stood in the door as the Abbess talked to them, the lamp
placed on the floor beside her. Madre María stood with her back against
a post; the sick lay in rows gazing at the ceiling and trying to hold
their breaths. She talked that night of all those out in the dark (she
was thinking of Esteban alone, she was thinking of Pepita alone) who had
no one to turn to, for whom the world perhaps was more than difficult,
without meaning. And those who lay in their beds there felt that they
were within a wall that the Abbess had built for them; within all was
light and warmth, and without was the darkness they would not exchange
even for a relief from pain and from dying. But even while she was
talking, other thoughts were passing in the back of her mind. "Even
now," she thought, "almost no one remembers Esteban and Pepita, but
myself. Camila alone remembers her Uncle Pio and her son; this woman,
her mother. But soon we shall die and all memory of those five will have
left the earth, and we ourselves shall be loved for a while and
forgotten. But the love will have been enough; all those impulses of
love return to the love that made them. Even memory is not necessary for
love. There is a land of the living and a land of the dead and the
bridge is love, the only survival, the only meaning."
THE END
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