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Frida let her hand rest unresisting in his. “But, Bertram,” she
murmured,--“I MUST call you Bertram--I couldn't help it, you know. I
like you so much, I couldn't let you go for ever without just saying
good-bye to you.”
“You DON'T like me; you LOVE me,” Bertram answered with masculine
confidence. “No, you needn't blush, Frida; you can't deceive me.... My
darling, you love me, and you know I love you. Why should we two make
any secret about our hearts any longer?” He laid his hand on her face
again, making it tingle with joy. “Frida,” he said solemnly, “you
don't love that man you call your husband.... You haven't loved him for
years.... You never really loved him.”
There was something about the mere sound of Bertram's calm voice that
made Frida speak the truth more plainly and frankly than she could ever
have spoken it to any ordinary Englishman. Yet she hung down her
head, even so, and hesitated slightly. “Just at first,” she murmured
half-inaudibly, “I used to THINK I loved him. At any rate, I was pleased
and flattered he should marry me.”
“Pleased and flattered!” Bertram exclaimed, more to himself than to her;
“great Heavens, how incredible! Pleased and flattered by that man! One
can hardly conceive it! But you've never loved him since, Frida. You
can't look me in the face and tell me you love him.”
“No, not since the first few months,” Frida answered, still hanging her
head. “But, Bertram, he's my husband, and of course I must obey him.”
“You must do nothing of the sort,” Bertram cried authoritatively. “You
don't love him at all, and you mustn't pretend to. It's wrong: it's
wicked. Sooner or later--” He checked himself. “Frida,” he went on,
after a moment's pause, “I won't speak to you of what I was going to
say just now. I'll wait a bit till you're stronger and better able to
understand it. But there must be no more silly talk of farewells between
us. I won't allow it. You're mine now--a thousand times more truly mine
than ever you were Monteith's; and I can't do without you. You must
go back to your husband for the present, I suppose,--the circumstances
compel it, though I don't approve of it; but you must see me again...
and soon... and often, just the same as usual. I won't go to your house,
of course: the house is Monteith's; and everywhere among civilised and
rational races the sanctity of the home is rightly respected. But YOU
yourself he has no claim or right to taboo; and if _I_ can help it, he
shan't taboo you. You may go home now to-night, dear one; but you must
meet me often. If you can't come round to my rooms--for fear of Miss
Blake's fetich, the respectability of her house--we must meet elsewhere,
till I can make fresh arrangements.”
Frida gazed up at him in doubt. “But will it be RIGHT, Bertram?” she
murmured.
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