Suddenly, however, arrived news, which fell upon him with the force of a
thunderbolt, that the revolt had extended to the Spanish provinces, and
was headed by Galba. He fainted upon hearing this; and falling to the
ground, lay for a long time lifeless, as it seemed, and speechless.
Upon coming to himself again, he tore his robe, struck his forehead, and
exclaimed aloud--that for him all was over. In this agony of mind,
it strikes across the utter darkness of the scene with the sense of a
sudden and cheering flash, recalling to us the possible goodness and
fidelity of human nature--when we read that one humble creature adhered
to him, and, according to her slender means, gave him consolation during
these trying moments; this was the woman who had tended his infant
years; and she now recalled to his remembrance such instances of
former princes in adversity, as appeared fitted to sustain his drooping
spirits. It seems, however, that, according to the general course of
violent emotions, the rebound of high spirits was in proportion to
his first despondency. He omitted nothing of his usual luxury or
self-indulgence, and he even found spirits for going _incognito_ to the
theatre, where he took sufficient interest in the public performances,
to send a message to a favorite actor. At times, even in this hopeless
situation, his native ferocity returned upon him, and he was believed to
have framed plans for removing all his enemies at once--the leaders of
the rebellion, by appointing successors to their offices, and secretly
sending assassins to dispatch their persons; the senate, by poison at a
great banquet; the Gaulish provinces, by delivering them up for pillage
to the army; the city, by again setting it on fire, whilst, at the same
time, a vast number of wild beasts was to have been turned loose upon
the unarmed populace--for the double purpose of destroying them, and
of distracting their attention from the fire. But, as the mood of his
frenzy changed, these sanguinary schemes were abandoned, (not, however,
under any feelings of remorse, but from mere despair of effecting them,)
and on the same day, but after a luxurious dinner, the imperial monster
grew bland and pathetic in his ideas; he would proceed to the rebellious
army; he would present himself unarmed to their view; and would recall
them to their duty by the mere spectacle of his tears. Upon the pathos
with which he would weep he was resolved to rely entirely. And having
received the guilty to his mercy without distinction, upon the following
day he would unite _his_ joy with _their_ joy, and would chant hymns of
victory (_epinicia_)--"which by the way," said he, suddenly, breaking
off to his favorite pursuits, "it is necessary that I should immediately
compose." This caprice vanished like the rest; and he made an effort
to enlist the slaves and citizens into his service, and to raise by
extortion a large military chest. But in the midst of these vascillating
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