purposes fresh tidings surprised him--other armies had revolted, and the
rebellion was spreading contagiously. This consummation of his alarms
reached him at dinner; and the expressions of his angry fears took even
a scenical air; he tore the dispatches, upset the table, and dashed to
pieces upon the ground two crystal beakers--which had a high value
as works of art, even in the _Aurea Domus_, from the sculptures which
adorned them.
He now prepared for flight; and, sending forward commissioners to
prepare the fleet at Ostia for his reception, he tampered with such
officers of the army as were at hand, to prevail upon them to accompany
his retreat. But all showed themselves indisposed to such schemes, and
some flatly refused. Upon which he turned to other counsels; sometimes
meditating a flight to the King of Parthia, or even to throw himself on
the mercy of Galba; sometimes inclining rather to the plan of venturing
into the forum in mourning apparel, begging pardon for his past
offences, and, as a last resource, entreating that he might receive the
appointment of Egyptian prefect. This plan, however, he hesitated to
adopt, from some apprehension that he should be torn to pieces in his
road to the forum; and, at all events, he concluded to postpone it
to the following day. Meantime events were now hurrying to their
catastrophe, which for ever anticipated that intention. His hours were
numbered, and the closing scene was at hand.
In the middle of the night he was aroused from slumber with the
intelligence that the military guard, who did duty at the palace, had
all quited their posts. Upon this the unhappy prince leaped from
his couch, never again to taste the luxury of sleep, and dispatched
messengers to his friends. No answers were returned; and upon that he
went personally with a small retinue to their hotels. But he found their
doors every where closed; and all his importunities could not avail to
extort an answer. Sadly and slowly he returned to his own bedchamber;
but there again he found fresh instances of desertion, which had
occurred during his short absence; the pages of his bedchamber had
fled, carrying with them the coverlids of the imperial bed, which were
probably inwrought with gold, and even a golden box, in which Nero
had on the preceding day deposited poison prepared against the last
extremity. Wounded to the heart by this general desertion, and perhaps
by some special case of ingratitude, such as would probably enough be
signalized in the flight of his personal favorites, he called for
a gladiator of the household to come and dispatch him. But none
appearing,--"What!" said he, "have I neither friend nor foe?" And so
saying, he ran towards the Tiber, with the purpose of drowning himself.
But that paroxysm, like all the rest, proved transient; and he expressed
a wish for some hiding-place, or momentary asylum, in which he might
collect his unsettled spirits, and fortify his wandering resolution.
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