But that last afternoon he saw Helen Phillips. Her carriage was driven
slowly across the sidewalk in front of him to enter the White House
grounds. The sudden quickening of his pulses at sight of her was
unaccountable to him. His gaze followed her as she went away from him,
and for the first time in months he remembered in dumb pain he was a
negro. He tried to separate the thought of his blood from his thought of
the young woman, and to put the first and its unpleasantness out of his
mind while he enjoyed the latter and its association with his college
victory and his patriotic enthusiasms: but he could not think of her
without that indefinable and subconscious heartache.
When he came to his lodgings and opened up the afternoon paper, the only
item among all the notes of interest that had the power to catch or hold
his thought for a moment was a brief statement to the effect that the
veteran White House coachman was dead. Hayward sat and turned this over
in his mind a few minutes and then asked himself "Why not?"
Next morning he applied for the vacant position of coachman to the
President. With the purpose to conceal his identity during his little
adventure, as he thought of it, he gave only his Christian names: John
Hayward. With similar purpose he had dressed himself in civilian
clothes; but these could not conceal his magnificent lines, and, though
another employee had been given the dead coachman’s place, Hayward’s
fine appearance was so much in his favour that he was engaged as footman
on trial. This was really better suited to his wishes than the other.
He had not foregone his army ambition in a night, but neither had he
been able to resist the temptation to spend a short time—the remainder
of his furlough at least—where he could see something of the young woman
who was so closely associated in his mind with the events in his life
that were worth while.
Hayward was not in love with Helen Phillips in any sense—at least not in
the ordinary sense; for that undefined pain, a dumb monitor of the
impossible, kept him hedged away from that. On the other hand, to his
mite of natural feeling of inferiority was added the respect for rank
and dignity which his army life had hammered into him; and his attitude
toward her was the devotion which a loyalist peasant soldier might have
for the daughter of his king. He wished to be near her, to serve her;
and he counted himself fortunate that this opportunity had come to him.
—And a superb footman he made, having every aptitude and manner both of
mind and body for form and show; and being relieved of any humiliation
of spirit by his secret feeling that he had set himself to guard and
serve a crown princess.
A superb footman he made—and a new-rich Pittsburger offered him double
wages to enter his service. The sneer with which Hayward told him that
he was not working for money ever will be a riddle to that Pittsburg
brain.
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