England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Working class -- Fiction
"I don't know, ma'am; but my poor sister, she has a hard life, and I
think her husband would be worse to her if I went away. I couldn't have
no comfort in thinking of them if I did."
"Do they know of this? Have they been persuading you?"
"No, ma'am; I did not say a word. Molly was out, and I wanted to think
it out without being worried and terrified."
"Quite right, Judith. I am glad they do not know," said Mary, who had
learned that "terrified" did not mean frightened, but "tormented." "I
can well believe you have decided in true unselfishness, and in the fear
of God. But if you see reason to change your mind, let me know in the
course of the week."
Dora and Sophy were really quite angry at Judith's refusal, especially
Dora, who had taken all the trouble of representing her condition to the
Barnards.
"I should call it ungrateful," she said, "only I believe it is pure
weakness and folly. Those people have been bullying her and tormenting
her out of consenting."
"You are wrong, Dora," said her sister, "they know nothing about it!
This is all her own doing."
"And," said Edmund, "if you were older, Dora, you would know how to
appreciate a very noble act of self-denial."
Dora did not at all like Edmund to talk of her being older; but what he
had said gave her something to think about, and she began to reverence
the feeling that made Judith Grey choose the rough and ungenial life
with the Hewletts, to comfort and sympathy with her friends.
Mrs Carbonel and Judith were mistaken in thinking the transaction could
pass unknown to the rest of the family. Polly was near at hand, but had
hidden herself, on the lad's approach, for fear of being called to
account for not being at school, and she reported to her mother that
"Madam Gobbleall had been ever so long with aunt, a-trying to persuade
her to go away, and live with them fine folks as she was in service
with."
Molly had a certain real affection for her sister; but to both her and
Dan, the removal would be like the loss of the goose that laid the
golden eggs, and there is no saying what poor Judith had to go through.
Molly came and cried torrents of tears, taking it for granted that
Judith meant to go, and must be frightened out of it. It was of no use
to declare that she had refused the lady. Molly was so much in the
habit of semi-deception, that she could not believe the assurance; and
to hear her lamentations over her dear sister, for whom no one could do
like a blood-relation, and her horror at the idea of strangers being
preferred to herself, one would have thought--as indeed she believed
herself--that she was Judith's most devoted and indefatigable nurse.
And to think of them Gobblealls being so sly, such snakes in the grass,
as to try to get her away, unknownst! She would not have them prying
about her house again.
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