“How could he help telling her?” she cried. “But--but it was the one
great fact between them. But it was a fact that intimately concerned
her--it was a fact of her own destiny. But it was her right to be told.
Do you seriously mean that he did n't tell her? But why did n't he? What
could have possessed him?”
There was something like a tremor in her voice. “I must appear entirely
nonchalant and candid,” Peter remembered.
“I fancy he was possessed, in some measure, by a sense of the liberty he
had taken by a sense of what one might, perhaps, venture to qualify as
his 'cheek.' For, if it was n't already a liberty to embody his notion
of her in a novel--in a published book, for daws to peck at--it would
have become a liberty the moment he informed her that he had done so.
That would have had the effect of making her a kind of involuntary
particeps criminis.”
“Oh, the foolish man!” sighed the Duchessa, with a rueful shake of the
head. “His foolish British self-consciousness! His British inability
to put himself in another person's place, to see things from another's
point of view! Could n't he see, from her point of view, from any point
of view but his own, that it was her right to be told? That the matter
affected her in one way, as much as it affected him in another? That
since she had influenced--since she had contributed to--his life and his
art as she had, it was her right to know it? Couldn't he see that his
'cheek,' his real 'cheek,' began when he withheld from her that great
strange chapter of her own history? Oh, he ought to have told her, he
ought to have told her.”
She sank back in her chair, giving her head another rueful shake,
and gazed ruefully away, over the sunny landscape, through the mellow
atmosphere, into the golden-hazy distance.
Peter looked at her--and then, quickly, for caution's sake, looked
elsewhere.
“But there were other things to be taken into account,” he said.
The Duchessa raised her eyes. “What other things?” they gravely
questioned.
“Would n't his telling her have been equivalent to a declaration of
love?” questioned he, looking at the signet-ring on the little finger of
his left hand.
“A declaration of love?” She considered for a moment. “Yes, I suppose
in a way it would,” she acknowledged. “But even so?” she asked, after
another moment of consideration. “Why should he not have made her a
declaration of love? He was in love with her, wasn't he?”
The point of frank interrogation in her eyes showed clearly, showed
cruelly, how detached, how impersonal, her interest was.
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