Brittany (France) -- Fiction; France -- History -- Medieval period, 987-1515 -- Fiction; Historical fiction; Women -- Fiction
After this he began to speak again, still in the same tone of sympathy,
but with a subtle difference in the general tenor of his views. He told
her, in a manner eloquent with simplicity, of his talk with Laure on the
eve of her consecration. He reminded Eleanore that Laure had entered of
her own free will upon the life of a nun. He recalled the girl’s
contentment throughout the period of her novitiate; and finally, seeing
that he had succeeded in obliterating some of the self-reproach in this
woman to whom he was so sincerely attached, he began to prepare her for
the blow that he was about to deal, to tell her what words could not
soften, to inflict a wound that time could not heal, but which,
according to the law of the Roman Catholic Church, he was bound to
administer.
Eleanore listened to his plausibly logical phrases with close attention.
She sat there before him, elbow on knee, her head resting on her hand,
her eyes wandering over the armor-strewn walls. The Bishop talked around
his subject, circling ever a little nearer to its climax; but he was
still far from the end when madame, suddenly straightening up and
looking full into his eyes, interrupted him to ask baldly: “Monseigneur,
hast thou never, in thy heart, known the yearning for a woman’s love?”
“Many a time and oft, madame, I have _felt_ love—a deeply reverent
love—for woman; and I have rejoiced therein, and given thanks to God,”
was the careful reply.
But Eleanore had begun her attack, and she would not be repulsed in the
first onslaught. “And has no woman, Reverend Father, known thy love?”
she demanded.
“Madame!” A pale flush overspread St. Nazaire’s face. “That question is
not—kind,” he said haltingly, but without rebuke.
“Nay. I am not kind now. Make me answer.”
St. Nazaire looked at her thoughtfully, and weighed certain things in
certain balances. Because of many years of the confessional and also of
free confidence he knew Eleanore thoroughly,—knew how she had suffered
every soul-torment; knew her unswerving virtue; sympathized with her
intense loneliness. He prized her trust in him more than she was aware,
and he feared to jeopardize that confidence now by whatever answer he
should make. Ignorant of the purport of her questions, he yet saw that
she was in terrible earnest in them. So finally he did the honest and
straightforward thing. Answering her look, eye for eye, he said slowly:
“Yea, Eleanore of Le Crépuscule, a woman hath known my love. What then?”
“Then if thou, a good man and as strong as any the Church ever knew,
found that to human nature a loveless life is an impossibility, how
shouldst thou blame a maid, high-strung, full of youth, vitality,
emotions that she has not tried, for yielding to the same temptation
before which thou didst fall? How is it right that the Church—that
God—should demand so much?—should ask more than His creatures can give?”
“Eleanore! Eleanore! thou shalt not question God!”
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