The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873Various
Religion
The Catholic World, Vol. 16, October 1872-March 1873
Various
Catholic Church -- Periodicals
Now he clearly saw he had only lived, planned, and exerted himself for her
the two years past; he had given her not only his heart, but his entire
life, and that life had had but one aim—the hope of some day winning in
return the heart which would never belong to him now—because it was given
to another! And while repeating Count George’s name with rage, he
sharpened his anguish by recalling him, as he had once seen him, clothed
with irresistible attractions. His noble features, his look of
intelligence, his taste for the arts, the charm of his manners, his voice,
and his language, all came back unpityingly to the memory of his humble
rival. He remembered him in the gallery of the Old Mansion, through which
he accompanied him at a time when he was a mere student, and absolutely
wanting in everything that was, not only attractive, but capable of
exciting the least attention. His imagination mercilessly dwelt on the
contrast between them. Was it surprising (and he blushed at so ridiculous
a comparison) such a man should be more successful than he? And should he,
inferior as he was, be astonished that this man, living so near Fleurange,
under the same roof—At this thought a bitter anguish, a furious jealousy,
took possession of him, and excited a tempest in his heart which neither
duty, nor his sense of honor, nor the energy of his will, could succeed in
calming. There are times when passion rises superior to every other
impulse, and they who have not learned to seek their strength from a
divine source are always vanquished. But Clement had been accustomed to
the powerful restraints of religion; his strength consisted in never
throwing them off. Therefore, he was not to fail in this severe struggle:
he would soon turn his eyes heavenward for the aid he needed in again
becoming master of himself.
XXXVII.
Disinterestedness, energy, and the power of self‐control were, as may have
been perceived, qualities common both to Clement and Fleurange. There was,
in fact, a great resemblance in their natures, which, on his part, was the
secret of the attraction so suddenly ripened into a more lively sentiment;
and, on hers, of an unchanging confidence, in spite of the transformation
of another kind she likewise experienced. And now they were both engaged
in a like struggle: they were united by similarity of suffering, which
separated them, nevertheless, as by an abyss.
Ah! if Clement could have hoped, as he once did, that a more tender
sentiment would spring out of this sympathy and confidence, with what joy,
what sweet pride, he would have regarded this conformity so constantly
manifest between them! But the aspect of everything was now changed: there
was no longer any possibility of happiness for him, he could now only
suffer; and by the light of what was passing in his own heart he was
enabled to read hers—at once open to him and yet closed against him for
ever!
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