Adoption -- Fiction; England -- Fiction; Social classes -- England -- Fiction
"You must never become a town girl, Molly, or a West End woman, or a
society woman."
"I don't know, Dick. Perhaps I must."
They went on a little farther.
"Molly, I wanted to talk to you about something else, but I must talk
about this evening. It's been a very remarkable evening. I am enriched
by a kind of stepmother--a stepmother before the event, so to speak,
not after--a relationship not in any dictionary. I am the child of a
younger Sultana. Who would expect to meet in a London hotel, in the
person of a middle-aged millionairess, the elder Sultana?"
"Ought one to be sorry for you, Dick? You couldn't have a better
stepmother."
"Not sorry, exactly. But she recalls the sins of the forefathers. I
have always understood that he was that kind of person. My mother, who
took it wrathfully, was careful that I should know the kind of person
he was. Her history halved the fifth commandment. This good lady takes
it tearfully."
"She was thinking of her own dead child. For a moment she thought you
were her son."
"Does one weep for a child four and twenty years after its death?
There was more than a dead child in those tears."
"It was your playing, then. You never played so well. The violin
talked all the time. It made me glow only to think of your birds and
breezes and flowers."
"I shall call on her to-morrow. She wants to talk about it again.
Molly, it's a wonderful thing."
"What is a wonderful thing?"
For he stopped.
"Woman is a wonderful thing. Acting, as you know, my poor Molly,
makes real emotion difficult for us, because we are always connecting
emotion with its theatrical gesture. When we ought to weep, we begin
to think of how we weep."
"You talk like a book sometimes, Dick. Where do you get all your
wisdom?"
"Not from books. Come on tramp with me, and you shall learn where I
get it, Molly. All the thoughts worth having come to a man as he walks
along the road, especially by night. Books can't tell him anything.
I say that we can't help connecting emotion with the stage way of
expressing it. This makes us quick to understand emotion when we do
see it without the stage directions. Which is odd, but it's true. An
actor born is a kind of thought-reader."
"What are you driving at, Dick?"
"I mean that an actor knows real emotion, just because it isn't like
the stage business."
"Well, what then?"
"I was thinking of that poor pale lady, Molly. It's four and twenty
years since her husband deserted her, and she thinks about him still.
There isn't room in a woman's heart for more than one lover in a life,
that's all."
"What then?"
"It's the lingering passion that she thinks was extinguished long
ago. Poor old Haveril is all very well, but he hasn't the engaging
qualities of the light comedian. Good, no doubt, at making money, and
without the greater vices; but, Molly, my dear, without the lighter
virtues. And these she remembers."
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