"’What did you fancy could have happened?’ I asked. ’Did you suppose
that in this short time I had fallen in love with some one else, and had
come to break the news to you? Now, tell me, are you jealous? Let us
hope not, because you know it would be unpleasant to have a jealous
wife. Should you be very angry if you knew that I had sometimes kissed
other girls?’
"’How can you be so horrid!’ she answered, looking troubled and
perplexed. ’But you are only joking. Why, if you ever did such a thing,
I would never! never! never! speak to you again.’
"’Why?’ I questioned. ’Do you think there is much harm in a simple
kiss? Do you fancy that men only kiss one woman in their lives?’ I
stopped abruptly.
"She stood staring at me with a frightened look in her eyes, but whilst
I was watching she turned away; then her thoughts came quickly. ’_Just
what he said about women--after all I did not kiss him. And how could I
help his kissing me? I wonder whether Alan knows any thing--Can he have
guessed? No, it is absurd! But somehow he frightens me, especially
when he looks in that queer way._’
"’Vera,’ I said, ’sit down. I want to talk to you, to explain something
so that in future we may understand each other. You see you are going
to be my wife, and those who love should have as few secrets as
possible. Now I feel sure that you have something on your mind, and I
want you to tell it to me. Don’t be afraid that I shall be angry.’
"’I don’t know what you mean,’ she answered. Her manner was half
defiant, half frightened.
"’Should you have wished me to be present, though unseen, in the
drawing-room last night, between ten and eleven?’ I asked.
"She lost her presence of mind in a moment. A bright flush passed over
her face and left it deadly white.
"’How mean!’ she cried. ’You were outside looking through the window.
I don’t know what you think you saw. It is disgusting of you to have
done such a thing.’
"’I was in bed,’ I replied.
"’Then what on earth do you mean?’
"’I mean this, that last night a gross insult was offered to one I love,
and that she accepted it, and what is more, accepted it willingly.’
"’Oh! I know you were looking. But I don’t care if you did see, it was
not my fault. I tried to prevent him, but he would do it, and I hate
you now! Yes, I do! You are mean, and you tell lies!’ Then she burst
into a flood of tears.
"’Vera,’ I said, placing my arm round her, ’I have told you no lie. If
I tried to explain how I know all, yes, all that happened, far more than
could have been seen through any window, you would simply not understand
me. You say I spied upon you. How was it then that the shutters were
not closed, and the blinds and curtains drawn as usual?’
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