The Chautauquan, Vol. 04, March 1884, No. 6Chautauqua Literary and Scientific Circle
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The Chautauquan, Vol. 04, March 1884, No. 6
Chautauqua Literary and Scientific Circle
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See now, tempted soul, whether this consideration, applied to your own
case, may not somewhat lighten thy burden. You are beset by distractions
in prayer and meditation. Well, distractions are no sin; nay, if
struggled against patiently and cheerfully, they shall be a jewel in
thy crown. Did you go through with the religious exercise as well as
you could, not willingly harboring the distraction or consenting to
it? In this case the prayer was quite as acceptable as if it had been
accompanied with those high-flown feelings of fervor and sensible
delight which God sometimes gives and sometimes, for our better
discipline and humiliation, withholds. Nay, may we not say, that it was
much more acceptable? Do not the Scriptures give us reason to think
that prayer, persevering amidst difficulties and humiliations, prayer
clinging close to Christ, despite his rebuffs, _is_ more acceptable
than the prayer which has its way smooth before it, and whose wings
are filled by the favoring gale? What else are we to learn from the
acceptance of Bartimæus’s petition, who cried so much the more when the
multitude rebuked him that he should hold his peace? What else from
the commendation and recompense of the Syro-Phœnician’s faith? Wouldst
thou know the avenue to the Savior’s heart, when thou art driven from
his footstool by manifold discouragements, by deadness, numbness,
insensibility—and he himself seems to cover himself with a cloud, so
that thy prayer may not pass through? Confess thyself a dog, and plead
for such crumbs as are the dog’s allowed and recognized portion. Call
to mind the many times when thou hast turned a deaf ear to Christ’s
expostulations with thee through thy conscience. Reflect that thou
hast deserved nothing but repulses, and to have thy drafts upon him
dishonored; and yet cling to his sacred feet, while thou sinkest low
before him, resolving not to let him go except he bless thee; and this
act of humility and perseverance shall make thy lame and halting prayer
far more acceptable to the Divine Majesty than if it sailed to heaven
with all the fluency of conscious inspiration, like Balaam’s prophecy of
old, which was prefaced, unhappy soul, by the assertion of his gifts.
[_March 30._]
The remedy, and under God’s grace the only remedy, whether in solitude
or in company, is to “watch”—to “guard,” as far as in us lies, “the
first springs of thought and will.” Let us pray and strive for the habit
of challenging our sentiments, and making them give up their passport;
eyeing them wistfully when they apply for admittance, and seeking to
unmask those which have a questionable appearance.…
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