The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year InDickens, Charles
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The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year In
Dickens, Charles
Christmas stories; Holidays -- Fiction
‘I saw her,’ he went on to say, not answering, but engaged in the same
slow pursuit of his own thoughts. ‘There she stood: trembling! “How
does she look, Richard? Does she ever speak of me? Is she thinner? My
old place at the table: what’s in my old place? And the frame she taught
me our old work on—has she burnt it, Richard!” There she was. I heard
her say it.’
Meg checked her sobs, and with the tears streaming from her eyes, bent
over him to listen. Not to lose a breath.
With his arms resting on his knees; and stooping forward in his chair, as
if what he said were written on the ground in some half legible
character, which it was his occupation to decipher and connect; he went
on.
‘“Richard, I have fallen very low; and you may guess how much I have
suffered in having this sent back, when I can bear to bring it in my hand
to you. But you loved her once, even in my memory, dearly. Others
stepped in between you; fears, and jealousies, and doubts, and vanities,
estranged you from her; but you did love her, even in my memory!” I
suppose I did,’ he said, interrupting himself for a moment. ‘I did!
That’s neither here nor there—“O Richard, if you ever did; if you have
any memory for what is gone and lost, take it to her once more. Once
more! Tell her how I laid my head upon your shoulder, where her own head
might have lain, and was so humble to you, Richard. Tell her that you
looked into my face, and saw the beauty which she used to praise, all
gone: all gone: and in its place, a poor, wan, hollow cheek, that she
would weep to see. Tell her everything, and take it back, and she will
not refuse again. She will not have the heart!”’
So he sat musing, and repeating the last words, until he woke again, and
rose.
‘You won’t take it, Margaret?’
She shook her head, and motioned an entreaty to him to leave her.
‘Good night, Margaret.’
‘Good night!’
He turned to look upon her; struck by her sorrow, and perhaps by the pity
for himself which trembled in her voice. It was a quick and rapid
action; and for the moment some flash of his old bearing kindled in his
form. In the next he went as he had come. Nor did this glimmer of a
quenched fire seem to light him to a quicker sense of his debasement.
In any mood, in any grief, in any torture of the mind or body, Meg’s work
must be done. She sat down to her task, and plied it. Night, midnight.
Still she worked.
She had a meagre fire, the night being very cold; and rose at intervals
to mend it. The Chimes rang half-past twelve while she was thus engaged;
and when they ceased she heard a gentle knocking at the door. Before she
could so much as wonder who was there, at that unusual hour, it opened.
O Youth and Beauty, happy as ye should be, look at this. O Youth and
Beauty, blest and blessing all within your reach, and working out the
ends of your Beneficent Creator, look at this!
She saw the entering figure; screamed its name; cried ‘Lilian!’
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