The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year InDickens, Charles
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The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year In
Dickens, Charles
Christmas stories; Holidays -- Fiction
Again Trotty heard the voices saying, ‘Follow her!’ He turned towards
his guide, and saw it rising from him, passing through the air. ‘Follow
her!’ it said. And vanished.
He hovered round her; sat down at her feet; looked up into her face for
one trace of her old self; listened for one note of her old pleasant
voice. He flitted round the child: so wan, so prematurely old, so
dreadful in its gravity, so plaintive in its feeble, mournful, miserable
wail. He almost worshipped it. He clung to it as her only safeguard; as
the last unbroken link that bound her to endurance. He set his father’s
hope and trust on the frail baby; watched her every look upon it as she
held it in her arms; and cried a thousand times, ‘She loves it! God be
thanked, she loves it!’
He saw the woman tend her in the night; return to her when her grudging
husband was asleep, and all was still; encourage her, shed tears with
her, set nourishment before her. He saw the day come, and the night
again; the day, the night; the time go by; the house of death relieved of
death; the room left to herself and to the child; he heard it moan and
cry; he saw it harass her, and tire her out, and when she slumbered in
exhaustion, drag her back to consciousness, and hold her with its little
hands upon the rack; but she was constant to it, gentle with it, patient
with it. Patient! Was its loving mother in her inmost heart and soul,
and had its Being knitted up with hers as when she carried it unborn.
All this time, she was in want: languishing away, in dire and pining
want. With the baby in her arms, she wandered here and there, in quest
of occupation; and with its thin face lying in her lap, and looking up in
hers, did any work for any wretched sum; a day and night of labour for as
many farthings as there were figures on the dial. If she had quarrelled
with it; if she had neglected it; if she had looked upon it with a
moment’s hate; if, in the frenzy of an instant, she had struck it! No.
His comfort was, She loved it always.
She told no one of her extremity, and wandered abroad in the day lest she
should be questioned by her only friend: for any help she received from
her hands, occasioned fresh disputes between the good woman and her
husband; and it was new bitterness to be the daily cause of strife and
discord, where she owed so much.
She loved it still. She loved it more and more. But a change fell on
the aspect of her love. One night.
She was singing faintly to it in its sleep, and walking to and fro to
hush it, when her door was softly opened, and a man looked in.
‘For the last time,’ he said.
‘William Fern!’
‘For the last time.’
He listened like a man pursued: and spoke in whispers.
‘Margaret, my race is nearly run. I couldn’t finish it, without a
parting word with you. Without one grateful word.’
‘What have you done?’ she asked: regarding him with terror.
He looked at her, but gave no answer.
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