The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year InDickens, Charles
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The Chimes: A Goblin Story of Some Bells That Rang an Old Year out and a New Year In
Dickens, Charles
Christmas stories; Holidays -- Fiction
‘She loves it!’ he exclaimed, in agonised entreaty for her. ‘Chimes! she
loves it still!’
‘Follow her!’ The shadow swept upon the track she had taken, like a
cloud.
He joined in the pursuit; he kept close to her; he looked into her face.
He saw the same fierce and terrible expression mingling with her love,
and kindling in her eyes. He heard her say, ‘Like Lilian! To be changed
like Lilian!’ and her speed redoubled.
O, for something to awaken her! For any sight, or sound, or scent, to
call up tender recollections in a brain on fire! For any gentle image of
the Past, to rise before her!
‘I was her father! I was her father!’ cried the old man, stretching out
his hands to the dark shadows flying on above. ‘Have mercy on her, and
on me! Where does she go? Turn her back! I was her father!’
But they only pointed to her, as she hurried on; and said, ‘To
desperation! Learn it from the creature dearest to your heart!’ A
hundred voices echoed it. The air was made of breath expended in those
words. He seemed to take them in, at every gasp he drew. They were
everywhere, and not to be escaped. And still she hurried on; the same
light in her eyes, the same words in her mouth, ‘Like Lilian! To be
changed like Lilian!’ All at once she stopped.
‘Now, turn her back!’ exclaimed the old man, tearing his white hair. ‘My
child! Meg! Turn her back! Great Father, turn her back!’
In her own scanty shawl, she wrapped the baby warm. With her fevered
hands, she smoothed its limbs, composed its face, arranged its mean
attire. In her wasted arms she folded it, as though she never would
resign it more. And with her dry lips, kissed it in a final pang, and
last long agony of Love.
Putting its tiny hand up to her neck, and holding it there, within her
dress, next to her distracted heart, she set its sleeping face against
her: closely, steadily, against her: and sped onward to the River.
To the rolling River, swift and dim, where Winter Night sat brooding like
the last dark thoughts of many who had sought a refuge there before her.
Where scattered lights upon the banks gleamed sullen, red, and dull, as
torches that were burning there, to show the way to Death. Where no
abode of living people cast its shadow, on the deep, impenetrable,
melancholy shade.
To the River! To that portal of Eternity, her desperate footsteps tended
with the swiftness of its rapid waters running to the sea. He tried to
touch her as she passed him, going down to its dark level: but, the wild
distempered form, the fierce and terrible love, the desperation that had
left all human check or hold behind, swept by him like the wind.
He followed her. She paused a moment on the brink, before the dreadful
plunge. He fell down on his knees, and in a shriek addressed the figures
in the Bells now hovering above them.
‘I have learnt it!’ cried the old man. ‘From the creature dearest to my
heart! O, save her, save her!’
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