With pulses that beat warmly in a strange, quick way, he rose from his
chair, thinking to go and meet her. But she might resent that. She
might have changed her mind. She might not be coming to meet him at
all. Perhaps, as she lay awake that morning--it was a presumption to
think she had lain awake at all--perhaps she had altered her opinion
about the propriety of an introduction afforded by St. Joseph. It were
better, he thought, to see her hand held out, before he took it.
So he sat back again in his chair and watched her as she stepped over
the railings--those little railings scarcely a foot high, over which, if
you know what it is to be six, you know the grand delight of leaping;
you know the thrill of pleasure when you look back, surveying the height
you have cleared.
She was coming in his direction. Her skirt was brushing the short grass
stems. Her head was down. She raised it and--she had seen him!
Those were the most poignant, the most conscious moments of all when,
after their eyes had met, there were still some forty yards or so to be
covered before they met. She smiled and looked up at the elm trees; he
smiled and looked down at the grass. They could not call out to each
other, saying--"How-do-you-do." Inexorably, without pity, Circumstance
decreed that they must cross those forty yards of silence before they
could speak. She felt the blood rising in a tide to her cheeks. He
became conscious that he had hands and feet; that his head was set upon
his shoulders and could not, without the accompaniment of his body, face
round the other way. The correct term for these excruciating tortures of
the mind--so I am assured--is platt. When there is such a distance
between yourself and the person whom you are approaching to meet, you
are known, if you have any sensitiveness at all, to have a platt.
Now, if ever people had a platt, it was these two. That distance was
measured in their mind, yard by yard.
At last he held her hand.
"I was," she began at once, "going to write. But I didn’t know your
address."
"You were going to write----?"
He pulled forward a chair for her, near to his.
"Yes--I was going to write and tell you--I’m terribly sorry, but I can’t
come this morning----" and she sat down.
A look of deepest disappointment was so plainly written in his face as
he seated himself beside her. He made no effort to render it illegible
to those eyes of hers.
"Why not?" said he, despondently. "Why can’t you come?"
"Oh--you wouldn’t understand if I told you."
This was the moment for the ferrule of an umbrella, or the point of an
elegant shoe. But she had not brought the umbrella, and her shoes,
well--she was unable to come that morning, so it had scarcely mattered
what she had put on. The toe of the shoe did peep out for a moment from
under the skirt, but not being approved of for elegance, it withdrew.
She was forced to fall back upon words; so she just repeated herself to
emphasise them.
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