“Now there’s lots of things I could say to you this evening; but the only
one I want to jam right home is this: You and us look at this thing from
different points of view. You come here hoping that we’re going to help
you to keep straight. That’s all right. So we are; and we’ll all be on
the job from this night forward. You won’t find us taking no vacation,
and your next friends here’ll worry you like your own consciences.
They’ll never leave you alone the minute you ain’t safe. You’ll hear ’em
promise to hunt for you if you go astray, and go down into the ditch with
you and pull you out. There’ll be no dive so deep that they won’t go
after you, and no kicks and curses that you can give ’em that they won’t
stand in order to haul you back. That’s all gospel true, as you’re going
to find out if you go back on your promises. But that ain’t the way the
rest of us—the hundred and fifty of us that you see here to-night—looks
at it at all. What we see ain’t two men we’re tumbling over each other
to help; we see two men that’s coming to help us. And, oh, men, you’d
better believe that we need your help! You look round and you see this
elegant house—and the beds—and the grub—and everything decent and
reg’lar—and you think how swell we’ve got ourselves fixed. But I tell
you, men, we’re fighting for our life—the whole hundred and fifty of us!
And another hundred and fifty that ain’t here! And another hundred and
fifty that’s scattered to the four winds of the earth; we’re fighting for
our life; we’re fighting with our back against the wall. We ain’t out of
danger because we’ve been a year or two years or five years in the club.
We’re never out of danger. We need every ounce of support that any one
can bring to us; and here you fellows come bringing it! You’re bringing
it, Colin MacPherson, and you’re bringing it, Tapley Toms; and there
ain’t a guy among us that isn’t glad and grateful. If you go back on your
own better selves you go back on us first of all; and if either of you
falls, you leave each one of us so much the weaker.”
That, with a funny story or two, was the gist of it; but delivered in
a low, richly vibrating voice, audible in every corner of the room and
addressed directly and earnestly to the two candidates, its effect was
not unlike that of Whitfield’s dying man preaching to dying men. All
the scarred, haunted faces, behind each of which there lurked memories
blacker than those of the madhouse, were turned toward the speaker
raptly. Knowledge of their own hearts and knowledge of his gave the words
a power and a value beyond anything they carried on the surface. The
red-hot experience of a hundred and fifty men was poured molten into the
minute, to give to the promises the two postulants were presently called
on to make a kind of iron vigor.
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