Didactic fiction; Political fiction; Social problems -- Fiction
"What's the good of their help? What men need is a chance to help
themselves at the pot. And the only way they'll ever get that is to
fight for it. Fight the hoggish ones who want the whole loaf. Let 'em
get out and fight, same as the people always have had to when they
weren't content to starve. Then you'd see what this settlement
'sympathy and understanding' amounts to."
"Fighting never helps."
"Don't it now? What does your science or history tell you? Men have
fought in one way or another for pretty nearly everything they've got!"
"Perhaps that is the trouble."
"Not much," he retorted, as if he were trying to convince himself as
much as her. "The real fact is, most of the world isn't worth the
bother of saving it from its fate. They are refuse junk. Just junk,
so many tons of flesh and bone, with not wit enough to hold their
appetites. That's why the worst robbers get on top and ride, every
time. They always will because they are the best fighters. No, young
woman, the ruck of people aren't worth bothering about. Life is the
cheapest thing on this planet; pious folks with all their blart can't
alter that fact. It's cheap, and mean, and can't fight."
"What's the good of that machine, if it's only fit to mend such bad
flesh?"
"You think you've got me," he laughed back. "Now I'll tell you why. I
want to show every stupid doctor in this town that I've got a trick
worth two of his. All the high-toned doctors have turned me down,
every one I ever got at. But I can fight. See? That's why I starve
myself and live in this chicken-coop. I could make money enough
gassing patients and selling them a lot of wind. Don't you think I
could eat well and dress well and be as sleek and fine as the young men
Venetia thinks are the right thing? I guess I could. Do you know Dr.
Parks on the North Side? Two years ago he offered to take me into his
office if I would quit fooling with these experiments and devote myself
to private practice. Parks is earning a good twenty thousand a year.
The pickings in that office would be considerable, I guess."
"But you wanted something better than money!"
"Better? I don't know about that. I want Parks and all the other
big-mouths in the profession just salaming there before me for one
thing."
"No,--that isn't much better than wanting money. You don't want to
help. To want to help, to care about helping, that's the best thing in
men and women,--caring to help others whether what they do succeeds in
the end or fails. Nobody can know that."
The doctor's face lost its ironical grin; he looked at Helen very
gravely.
"That feeling you talk about must be a kind of extra sense which I
haven't got. It's like the color nerve or the sound nerve. I've
always been color-blind. In the same way I haven't that other feeling
you talk about. And I guess most folks in this world are like me. If
they felt like you, why it wouldn't be the same old world we know."
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