The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
The next day, lest my indiscreet objections should injure the minds of
those who were better disposed, I was led into a separate chamber and
put under the care of a younger priest, a fine speaker; that is, one who
was fond of long perplexed sentences, and proud of his own abilities, if
ever doctor was. I did not, however, suffer myself to be intimidated
by his overbearing looks: and being sensible that I could maintain my
ground, I combated his assertions, exposed his mistakes, and laid about
me in the best manner I was able. He thought to silence me at once with
St. Augustine, St. Gregory, and the rest of the fathers, but found, to
his ineffable surprise, that I could handle these almost as dexterously
as himself; not that I had ever read them, or he either, perhaps, but I
retained a number of passages taken from my Le Sueur, and when he bore
hard on me with one citation, without standing to dispute, I parried
it with another, which method embarrassed him extremely. At length,
however, he got the better of me for two very potent reasons; in the
first place, he was of the strongest side; young as I was, I thought it
might be dangerous to drive him to extremities, for I plainly saw the
old priest was neither satisfied with me nor my erudition. In the next
place, he had studied, I had not; this gave a degree of method to
his arguments which I could not follow; and whenever he found himself
pressed by an unforeseen objection he put it off to the next conference,
pretending I rambled from the question in dispute. Sometimes he even
rejected all my quotations, maintaining they were false, and, offering
to fetch the book, defied me to find them. He knew he ran very little
risk, and that, with all my borrowed learning, I was not sufficiently
accustomed to books, and too poor a Latinist to find a passage in a
large volume, had I been ever so well assured it was there. I even
suspected him of having been guilty of a perfidy with which he accused
our ministers, and that he fabricated passages sometimes in order to
evade an objection that incommoded him.
Meanwhile the hospital became every day more disagreeable to me,
and seeing but one way to get out of it, I endeavored to hasten my
abjuration with as much eagerness as I had hitherto sought to retard it.
The two Africans had been baptised with great ceremony, they were
habited in white from head to foot to signify the purity of their
regenerated souls. My turn came a month after; for all this time was
thought necessary by my directors, that they might have the honor of a
difficult conversion, and every dogma of their faith was recapitulated,
in order to triumph the more completely over my new docility.
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