The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — CompleteRousseau, Jean-Jacques
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The Confessions of Jean Jacques Rousseau — Complete
Rousseau, Jean-Jacques
Authors, French -- 18th century -- Biography; Rousseau, Jean-Jacques, 1712-1778
Walking one morning pretty early in the ‘Contra nova’, I saw a young
tradeswoman behind a counter, whose looks were so charmingly attractive,
that, notwithstanding my timidity with the ladies, I entered the shop
without hesitation, offered my services as usual: and had the happiness
to have it accepted. She made me sit down and recite my little history,
pitied my forlorn situation; bade me be cheerful, and endeavored to
make me so by an assurance that every good Christian would give me
assistance; then (while she had occasion for) she went up stairs and
fetched me something for breakfast. This seemed a promising beginning,
nor was what followed less flattering: she was satisfied with my work,
and, when I had a little recovered myself, still more with my discourse.
She was rather elegantly dressed and notwithstanding her gentle looks
this appearance of gayety had disconcerted me; but her good-nature, the
compassionate tone of her voice, with her gentle and caressing manner,
soon set me at ease with myself; I saw my endeavors to please were
crowned with success, and this assurance made me succeed the more.
Though an Italian, and too pretty to be entirely devoid of coquetry,
she had so much modesty, and I so great a share of timidity, that our
adventure was not likely to be brought to a very speedy conclusion, nor
did they give us time to make any good of it. I cannot recall the few
short moments I passed with this lovely woman without being sensible of
an inexpressible charm, and can yet say, it was there I tasted in their
utmost perfection the most delightful, as well as the purest pleasures
of love.
She was a lively pleasing brunette, and the good nature that was painted
on her lovely face rendered her vivacity more interesting. She was
called Madam Basile: her husband, who was considerably older than
herself, consigned her, during his absence, to the care of a clerk,
too disagreeable to be thought dangerous; but who, notwithstanding, had
pretensions that he seldom showed any signs of, except of ill-humors, a
good share of which he bestowed on me; though I was pleased to hear
him play the flute, on which he was a tolerable musician. This second
Egistus was sure to grumble whenever he saw me go into his mistress’
apartment, treating me with a degree of disdain which she took care to
repay him with interest; seeming pleased to caress me in his presence,
on purpose to torment him. This kind of revenge, though perfectly to my
taste, would have been still more charming in a ‘tete a tete’, but
she did not proceed so far; at least, there was a difference in the
expression of her kindness. Whether she thought me too young, that it
was my place to make advances, or that she was seriously resolved to
be virtuous, she had at such times a kind of reserve, which, though not
absolutely discouraging, kept my passion within bounds.
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