The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 251 new series, May 1917)Various
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The Cornhill Magazine (vol. XLII, no. 251 new series, May 1917)
Various
England -- Periodicals; English literature -- Periodicals; Short stories, English -- Periodicals
I had not dreamt, or I had no recollection of any dream if I had. But
upon me was a curious ill-defined sensation of uneasiness. No, I am
wrong—uneasiness is not the word. The feeling was merely that something
had happened. I did not know where or how or to whom.
Now the one thing one ought not to be in war time is fidgety. It is a bad
habit and yet a habit into which it is very easy to drift. So with this
thought upon me I deliberately lay quietly down again and attempted to
renew the sleep from which I had so suddenly been wakened. Of course I
failed. Sleep had gone from me completely, absolutely, and moreover there
was a force—that indefinite word best describes it—impelling me to be up
and doing. Doing what Heaven only knew! I struggled against the feeling
for a minute or two, then I definitely gave in to it. Fidgety or not, I
was going out of the hut.
Dennis wakened momentarily as I rose and untied the sand-bags off my
legs and made for the door. He muttered ‘What’s the matter?’ heard my
‘Nothing, go to sleep again,’ and did as he was told.
The night was beautiful outside and I stood at the door of the hut
shivering a little with the cold, but thinking what a madness it was
that had turned this wonderful wood into a battlefield! The sound of a
rifle shot knocking off a twig of a tree three or four feet above me
recalled my thoughts. Mechanically I felt to see that I had my revolver,
and then with my trusty walking-stick in my hand I went up to the front
breastworks.
I went along them and found all correct—the sentries alert and at their
posts. They were in the third night of their spell in the trenches and in
the moonlight they gave one the impression of sandstone statues, their
khaki a mass of dried yellow clay. Then I peeped in at Peter and found
the youth still munching chocolate, and afterwards I went along to your
abode expecting to find you asleep, and found instead that your tiny
dug-out was untenanted.
The curious feeling that had wakened me from my sleep had disappeared
while I had been making my tour of the breastworks and only now did it
reappear. There was no especial reason why I should have been anxious,
for a score of things might have taken you elsewhere, but I nevertheless
found myself striding quickly back to the little gap between No. 2 and 3
breastworks, the spot where I had last seen you and where you had bidden
me good-night. I questioned the sentry. It happened to be Rippon, that
quaint little five-foot-three cockney, who, I honestly believe, really
likes war and chuckles because he is genuinely amused when a shell hits
the ground ten yards in rear and misses the trench itself. He had seen
nothing of you since we parted.
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