"I--I don't know," replied the boy. "Anyhow, I like him. I wish he'd
come and stay with us and Aunt Gladys."
Gladys! The reminder made her uncomfortable, made her feel that she
ought to be remorseful. But she hastened on to defend herself. What
reason had she to believe that Gladys cared for him, except as she
always cared for difficult conquest? Hadn't Gladys again and again
gone out of her way to explain that she wasn't in love with him?
Hadn't she said, only two days before: "I don't believe I could fall in
love with any man. Certainly I couldn't unless he had made it very
clear to me that he was in love with me."
Pauline had latterly been suspecting that these elaborations of
superfluous protestation were Gladys' efforts to curtain herself. Now
she dwelt upon them with eager pleasure, and assured and reassured
herself that she had been supersensitive and that Gladys had really
been frank and truthful with her.
XVIII.
ON THE FARM.
On his way down the bluffs to town Scarborough felt as calm and
peaceful as that tranquil evening. He had a sense of the end of a long
strain of which he had until then been unconscious. "NOW I can go away
and rest," he said to himself. And at sundown he set out for his farm.
He arrived at ten o'clock, by moonlight, amid a baying of dogs so
energetic that it roused every living thing in the barnyard to protest
in a peevish chorus of clucking and grunting and quacking and squealing.
"What on airth!" exclaimed Mrs. Gabbard, his farmer's wife, standing at
the back door, in calico skirt and big shawl. When she saw who it was,
her irritated voice changed to welcome. "Why, howdy, Mr. Scarborough!
I thought it was old John Lovel among the chickens or at the granary.
I might 'a' knowed he wouldn't come in the full of the moon and no
clouds."
"Go straight back to bed, Mrs. Gabbard, and don't mind me," said
Scarborough. "I looked after my horse and don't want anything to eat.
Where's Eph?"
"Can't you hear?" asked Mrs. Gabbard, dryly. And in the pause a lusty
snore penetrated. "When anything out of the way happens, I get up and
nose around to see whether it's worth while to wake him."
Scarborough laughed. "I've come for a few days--to get some exercise,"
he said. "But don't wake me with the others to-morrow morning. I'm
away behind on sleep and dead tired."
He went to bed--the rooms up-stairs in front were reserved for him and
were always ready. His brain was apparently as busy and as determined
not to rest as on the worst of his many bad nights during the past four
months. But the thoughts were vastly different; and soon those
millions of monotonous murmurings from brook and field and forest were
soothing his senses. He slept soundly, with that complete relaxing of
every nerve and muscle which does not come until the mind wholly yields
up its despotic control and itself plunges into slumber unfathomable.
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