The next day, which was Sunday, began with a surprise for Helen. When
she came downstairs, exactly two minutes after the clock chimed half
past eight, she found the servants to the number of sixteen kneeling
in the hall and Lady Elizabeth reading prayers in a rigid evangelical
manner. Suddenly, the heart of Helen took a leap across the Atlantic.
The wanderer was back in her own home; she saw and heard her own
mother, who alone of created beings she suspected of practicing this
ritual. The flat voice, with its curious, low monotone, the stiffness
of the central figure and those around it, even the soft play of light
from the diamond panes upon the wonderful Tudor paneling, brought back
her childhood with a rush. As Helen knelt in the midst of these people
she was once again among her own.
John had had a fairly good night. His temperature was back to normal,
and his Spartan parent had given a tardy consent that, provided Dr.
Evans, who was expected in the course of the morning, confirmed it,
the patient should come down to luncheon and eat roast beef. “Of
course, my dear, he ought to stay in bed until to-morrow, but Dr. Evans
is a weak man so he’s sure to get round him. However, we mustn’t let
that keep us from church.”
For church they set out accordingly twenty minutes before the doctor
was due; and Lady Elizabeth, helped by stout boots, a short skirt, and
an ebony cane, walked an honest three quarters of a mile across the
beautiful park with a practical strength of spirit that Helen could but
admire. Again it might have been her own mother in her own home, except
that Lady Elizabeth was older than her mother by twenty years.
Sustained by the hope of John at luncheon, Helen did not find the
service, although in itself decidedly uninspired, so hard to bear as
otherwise it might have been. She hoped she was not guilty of the sin
known to the Greeks as _hubris_, but she could not kill a feeling that
John and she lived in another time, another mental atmosphere, another
world. This handful of bovine rustics, stiff and uncomfortable in their
Sunday clothes, listening vacantly to a string of _clichés_ which they
didn’t comprehend and for which they would have been none the better
had they been able to do so, how pathetic they were! And the “pi-jaw”
delivered falsetto in the high voice known to Victorian days as an
appanage of “the Oxford manner,” how incongruous, how outworn it was!
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