He didn’t dare answer “yes,” for fear of seeming conceited. He was embarrassed, too, because he wanted and yet was afraid to say “thou” to Edouard. He contented himself by giving his sentences an impersonal turn, so as to avoid at any rate saying “you”; and by so doing he deprived Edouard of the opportunity of begging him to say “thou”--which Edouard longed for him to do and which he remembered well enough he _had_ done a few days before his leaving for England. “Have you been working?” “Pretty well, but not as well as I might have.” “People who work well always think they might work better,” said Edouard rather pompously. He said it in spite of himself and then thought his sentence ridiculous. “Do you still write poetry?” “Sometimes.... I badly want a little advice.” He raised his eyes to Edouard. “_Your_ advice,” he wanted to say--“_thy_ advice.” And his look, in default of his voice, said it so plainly that Edouard thought he was saying it out of deference--out of amiability. But why should he have answered--and so brusquely too...? “Oh, one must go to oneself for advice, or to companions of one’s own age. One’s elders are no use.” Olivier thought: “I didn’t ask him. Why is he protesting?” Each of them was vexed with himself for not being able to utter a word that didn’t sound curt and stiff; and each of them, feeling the other’s embarrassment and irritation, thought himself the cause and object of them. Such interviews lead to no good unless something comes to the rescue. Nothing came. Olivier had begun the morning badly. When, on waking up, he had found that Bernard was no longer beside him, that he had left him without saying good-bye, his heart had been filled with unhappiness; though he had forgotten it for an instant in the joy of seeing Edouard, it now surged up in him anew like a black wave and submerged every other thought in his mind. He would have liked to talk about Bernard, to tell Edouard everything and anything, to make him interested in his friend. But Edouard’s slightest smile would have wounded him; and as the passionate and tumultuous feelings which were shaking him could not have been expressed without the risk of seeming exaggerated, he kept silence. He felt his features harden; he would have liked to fling himself into Edouard’s arms and cry. Edouard misunderstood this silence of Olivier’s and the look of sternness on his face; he loved him far too much to be able to behave with any ease. He hardly dared look at Olivier, whom he longed to take in his arms and fondle like a child, and when he met his eyes and saw their dull and lifeless expression: “Of course!” he said to himself. “I bore him--I bore him to death. Poor child! He’s just waiting for a word from me to escape.” And irresistibly Edouard said the word--out of sheer pity: “You’d better be off now. Your people are expecting you for lunch, I’m sure.”