So Dave came to realize that every incident in the reportorial round
was to be assimilated for its educational value, and this lent a zest
to his work which it could not otherwise have had. But the attraction
of the Duncan household grew upon him, and many an hour he spent under
its hospitable roof. Mrs. Duncan, motherly, and yet not too
motherly--she might almost have been an older sister--appealed to the
young man as an ideal of womanhood. Her soft, well modulated voice
seemed to him to express the perfect harmony of the perfect home, and
underneath its even tones he caught glimpses of a reserve of power and
judgment not easily unbalanced. She was a woman to whom men might
carry their ambitions, and women their hopes, and little children their
wonderings, and all be assured of sympathetic audience and wise
counsel. And as Dave's eyes would follow her healthy, handsome figure
as it moved noiselessly about in her domestic duties, or as he caught
the flush of beauty that still bloomed in her thoughtful face, or as at
rarer intervals he plunged into the honest depths of her frank grey
eyes, the tragedy of his own orphaned life bore down upon him and he
rebelled that he had been denied the start which such a mother could
have given him.
"I am twenty years behind myself," he would reflect, with a grim smile.
"Never mind. I will do three men's work for the next ten, and then we
will be even."
And there was Edith,--Edith, who had held him rapture-bound on that
first Sunday in church--Edith, who had burst so unexpectedly upon his
life that first evening in her father's home. He had not allowed
himself any foolishness about Edith. It was evident that Edith was
pre-empted, just as he was pre-empted, and the part of honour in his
friend's house was to recognize the _status quo_. . . Still, Mr. Allan
Forsyth was unnecessarily self-assured. He might have made it less
evident that he was within the enchanted circle, while Dave remained
outside. His complacence irritated Dave almost into rivalry. But the
boon camaraderie of Edith herself checked any adventure of that kind.
She checked it in two ways; by her own frank acceptance of him much as
she would have accepted a brother in the household, and by her uncanny
and unconscious knack of reminding him in almost every word and gesture
of Reenie Hardy. She was of about the same figure as Reenie Hardy; a
little slighter, perhaps; and about the same age; and she had the same
quick, frank eyes. And she sang wonderfully. He had never heard
Reenie sing, but in some strange way he had formed a deep conviction
that she would sing much as Edith sang. He was not yet psychologist
enough to know that his admiration for Edith was the reflex action to
his love for the girl who had so wonderfully invaded his foothill life
and so wonderfully changed the current of his destinies. In love, as
in religion, man is forever setting up idols to represent his
ideals. . . And forever finding feet of clay.
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