Love stories; Reformatories -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Tricked by her uncertain nerves, Jean came under the sway of Amy's
panic. They lurked cowering in the hallway till sure of a clear coast;
then, darting forth, hurried round the first corner to a quieter
thoroughfare which Stella would be less apt to haunt. Here, too, they
continually saw her in imagination, and sought other doorways and
rounded other corners for safety. Fear tracked them home, plucked at
them in their own street, mounted their own steps, entered their own
door, and abode with them thereafter.
Nor, for one of them at least, did the crowded weeks next following
bring forgetfulness or reassurance. Jean was ever expecting the
dreaded face to leer at her from the blurred horde which swam daily
by the little island in the toy department, where she sold children's
games. While she elucidated the mysteries of parchesi or dissected
maps to some distraught mother of six, another part of the restless
mechanism of her brain was painting Stella to the life. She pictured
the outcast's vindictive joy at running her down, heard her mouth the
unspeakable for all who would lend an ear. And who would not! She
quailed in fancy before the gaping audience--the curious shoppers, the
round-eyed cash-girls, the smirking clerks, Mr. Rose, the floor-walker.
Once, issuing from such a dream, she found herself face to face with
Mr. Rose, who had come unnoticed to her counter, and so clear-cut was
the vision, she merged the unreal with the real and blenched at his
voice.
"Not taking morphine lunches, are you?" he asked, leaning solicitously
over the counter.
She stared hazily till he repeated his question.
"Morphine lunches! What are they?"
The man enacted the pantomime of applying a hypodermic syringe to his
arm.
"So," he said. "Some of the girls who can't lunch at home get into the
way of it. Bad thing--very."
"Why should you suspect me of such a thing?" demanded Jean,
indignantly. "Do I look like a morphine-fiend?"
"No offence intended. Noticed a queer look in your eyes, that's all.
Stunning eyes! I'd hate to see 'em full of dope. Perfectly friendly
interest, understand."
She welcomed the fretful interruption of a customer, but the woman was
only returning some article, not buying, and the transaction required
the floor-walker's sanction. When the shopper had gone her way, he
leaned to Jean again.
"If it's worry about holding your place after the holidays," he said,
"why, you can't quit it too soon. We've watched your work, and it's
all right. The forelady says you've learned the stock quicker than any
green clerk she's had in a dog's age, and you know she's particular.
Whoever else goes, you stick."
Jean gave a long breath of thankfulness, but she was not too happy to
be practical.
"And the pay?" she asked.
"The same for the present. You're still a beginner, you know."
"It is very little. The girl who had my place left because she could
not live on it, I hear."
Mr. Rose tapped his prominent teeth with a pencil.
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