Love stories; Reformatories -- Fiction; Social classes -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Jean was not envious, but the girl's chatter made her own existence
outside the store seem humdrum. Mrs. St. Aubyn's circle was more
narrow than had at first appeared. After a few dinners, it was obvious
that the landlady's talk was nearly always confined to the food and
servants, as the librarian's was limited to the weather, the shorn
lambs' to things financial, and the stenographer's, the manicure's, and
Amy's to feminine styles, while the birds of passage, whose side-lights
upon the Profession had been diverting, were now lamentably displaced
by an insurance agent who dwelt overmuch upon the uncertainty of human
life. It had to be admitted, also, that Paul himself talked shop with
frequency. His stories, like his droll ejaculations, were apt to smack
of the office; and he had a habit of carrying gold crowns or specimens
of bridgework in his pockets, which, though no doubt works of art of
their kind, were yet often disconcerting when shown in mixed company.
At such times especially, Jean would evoke that knightlier figure, who
shone so faultless in perspective, and in fancy put him in Paul's place.
She perceived the dentist's foibles, however, without liking the
essential man one whit the less, and, in the absence of the Ideal,
frequently took Sunday trolley trips with him in lieu of the tabooed
walks from the store; but the fear of meeting Stella made her decline
his invitations to the theater and kept her from the streets at night.
Paul took these self-denials for maiden scruples beyond his masculine
comprehension, and was edified rather than offended; but he was at
first puzzled and then hurt, when, as spring drew on, the outings also
ceased. Jean was evasive when questioned, while Amy looked knowing, but
was too loyal to explain. The stenographer or the manicure or, for that
matter, any normal woman could, if asked, have told him that Jean was
merely ashamed of her clothes.
It was largely because Paul misunderstood that Jean resolved no
longer to wait passively for promotion. Six dollars a week had their
limitations, since five went always to Mrs. St. Aubyn for board.
Yet, out of that scant margin of a sixth, she had somehow scraped
together enough to replace what she had used of Mrs. Fanshaw's grudging
contribution, the whole of which she despatched to Shawnee Springs
in a glow of wrathful satisfaction that cheered her for many days.
Nevertheless, the want of it pinched her shrewdly. Those ten dollars
would have helped spare the refuge suit, which, fortunately black,
did duty seven days in the week and looked it, too, now that the mild
days began to outnumber the raw, and other girls bloomed in premature
spring finery. Many of the bargains which the great store was forever
advertising would have aided in little ways, but the management was
opposed to its employees' profiting by these chances.
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