The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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The Cuckoo in the Nest, v. 2/2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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himself when it was so entirely in his power?
But when Patty sat the whole evening through playing backgammon with Sir
Giles, her ears on the alert for every sound, her hopes sometimes
raised by a footstep on the stairs to imagine that he had not gone out
after all, or her fears excited by some noise to the terror of believing
that he had come back earlier than usual, and was coming in--like the
fool he was, to betray himself to his father! it was not wonderful if
she looked sometimes with a suppressed bitterness at her old
father-in-law fumbling at his game. What good was his life to that old
man? He could not walk a step without assistance. He was bound to that
chair whatever happened. He had nobody of his own age to speak to, no
one except people of another generation, whom he was keeping out of what
Patty called “their own.” “Oh, if the old man were out of the way, how
soon I could put everything right!” Patty said to herself. Though she
had indeed failed, and received a grievous defeat, her confidence in
herself was not shaken. It was only circumstances, she thought, that
were to blame. If she had things in her own hands, if her evenings were
unencumbered, if she could devote herself to her husband as she had
intended to do, let us see how long the Seven Thorns would have stood
against her! And, oh, what good was his life to that old man! If he were
to die, what a blessed relief it would be! Full of aches and pains, his
nerves shattered, unable to keep from crying when he talked, unable to
think of anything except his walk (walk! in his chair driven by
Dunning), and his dinner, which was chiefly slops, and his cups of beef
tea, and his drops, and his game at night, which he was allowed to win
to please him! Poor Sir Giles! It was not, indeed, a very pleasing
programme: but it is to be supposed that it did not seem so miserable to
him as to Patty, for Sir Giles showed no inclination whatever to die. He
might have thought, if he had been an unselfish old man, that he was a
burden, that he kept the young people from enjoying their lives, while
getting so little good out of his own--that if he were but out of the
way Patty would be my lady, and free to look after her own husband and
keep him straight; but he did not do so. She sat all the evening
through, and said: “Yes, dear papa,” and “How capitally you play!” and
“What luck you have!” and “I am nowhere beside you, dear papa,” smiling
and beaming upon him, and, to do her justice, exerting all her powers to
amuse him; but all the time saying to herself, “Oh, what good is his
life to him! Oh, how can he go on like this, keeping Gervase out of his
right place, and keeping me that I can’t do anything for my own husband!
Oh, that we had the house to ourselves and I were free to keep Gervase
straight!”
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